Juliani(:

2010-07-17T12:05:00.000-07:00

If there's a need to compare my disappointment with yours , trust me . Mine is much worst . If there's a need to compare what I'm going through with yours , we're equal . If there's a need to knock out some sense in yours , believe me I would . If you think I'm true , you'll know deep down in your heart that I am . If you think I'm false , get lost . Really . I see no reason for me to hang on with you whom I think is the 'one' ? Yes , called me stupid as much as you want because the truth is I am . I am stupid enough to still hang onto a string that has already been snapped out a long time ago . Forgive me for making you look stupid ? Let it go , if it isn't meant to be . Yes , I'll do what you want me to , I'll study hard for my O's , for my future . Don't worry , I can handle things myself now . I just learned how to , after reading your heartfelt reply . Thanks , thanks for everything . Listen and look , I'll try my best to never ever bother you or anyone else again , I'll do my own stuffs , and so do you . If happens that we need to contact again , we'll bump into each other . I'll have to accept the fact that you've left , you're longer there no matter how hard it is . And its because you've longed forgotten and don't give a damn about me . I didn't ask that much , but all I ask for was just a friend in you , atleast a friend . But I guess a friend is still hard for you to handle whenever it comes to me , right ? So this is it , we're through . I'm here , declaring to be that stupid to type this bullshits . Dissappoinment , really . I'm far much more hurt than you , I thought you knew me longer than you knew . But I guess I get the facts all wrong . How is it possible for you to understand my situation, if you do not have the slightest trust in whatever I say ? Whatever comes out , you push it all back in my mouth ? Why ? I really don't get it . How are you suppose to trust and understand my feelings and thoughts , if you can't even understand simple English ? Whatever I say you seems to rearrange my words again and again . For once , shut up and listen and understand ! My feelings , I'm not sure myself what I really feel deep down in my heart ? When I say I hate you , no it's not . When I say I like you , it ain't either . But when I hummed I still love you , it went quiet . So what does that suppose to mean ? I didn't reply , it's all because I can't seems to find any vocab or words in the thick dictionary to describe how I really felt because using too simple words you don't seems to get what I mean and rearranging my thoughts . And if I used bombastik words , you don't seems to get it either . Might as well i'll utter my words in silence . I see no reason why the heart still yearning for you and why the mind is thinking about you . Dear heart , I pity you . I can't amend the broken parts , cause I'm hurt myself from trying to amend the rest . No matter how perfect it looks , once it shattered , it'll never be the same as it is . Karma my dear , let karma happens and we'll see how it goes . What goes around , comes around . Remember ?
Goodnight

2010-06-24T16:40:00.001-07:00

Hello , good morning (: It's 7.42am , and I'm wide awake .
Tsk , i have a test to attend to , but th test is at 9am !
Oh great , not even any of my friends inform me ! -_-" Nvm , frget it . Today's Combined Humanities mock test is going to be a disaster , cause i didnt study . Haha ! It ain't a laughing matter still , I tried to study but why must something comes up to me whenver I'm into reading my notes ! But I ain't blaming anyone though , my fault still . I didn't put in enough effort to concentrate more . Shit , whatever ! Okay as requested , I'll update about my KL trip soon alright ? Might be tmr , if i have th time to do so . I'll post my KL pictures ok ? Soon , I promise .
I guess we have to accept th fact , this is life , nothing's perfect . Sorry , this post was suppose to be random . If you wish to go on , then happy reading . But if you don't , then you may stop here , cause I think it ain't necessary for you either (:
Liars are always liars , eventhough ex-convict could change to be a better person , but for liars I don't think so . Once they started telling lies , they'll forever will go on . I'm sorry I am not being perfect either , I do lies too . But i know where and when , unlike you . Why can't you just learn frm your past mistakes and not to do it all over again ? You're act of innocence just wanna make me puke , seriously if you aren't able to cover those shits of yours tht you've been messing up with , don't lie , don't freaking lie ! Cause I know you're dumb at covering th facts ! Please , don't make yourself look stupid alright ? You may think I could be toy-ed around , but sorry i admit that was used to be me last time . But as time flew , I learned each day . I learned how liars like you people lies around ! Don't ever think you can fool me around , yes I maybe someone whom you think people tends to gossip about , but what for ?! Don't you have better job to do than gossiping about others ? If ever I were to choose one who loves to gossip and th other who's kpo , I'll choose to have th one who's kpo . Please , show your maturity . Ask yourself , how old are you ? If you're a teenager , thn show that you're one . Don't show your childishness and oldness by gossiping and telling lies . I'm confused , why people nowadays tends to trust those who they just got to know or even not that close to them at all than those they're close too and used to know them well ? Why must you listen to those bloody mouth ?! Those stinky mouth has just got nothing better to do , brush your teeth la ass ! I admit I'm dissappointed , yes dissappointed in you , in him , in her . You call yourself a friend ? A friend trust one another , they're there whenever you need them . And whenever they ask , they're not being KPO mind you short minded people ?! If they ask about you , about your private life . They are just being CONCERN , get it ? And not kpo . Ishk , please broaden your mind . Why must you think in one straight path ? Think out of th box my dear people . Maybe you may go on telling lies and making stories or even act innocence , but sorry to say you're busted ! It's all over , you've been caught red handed long time ago , I'm just putting up an act too to play along with th game . If you think I won't know th real you , sorry you're slow ! And could you please stop denying th fact ? Th other party tell me their part of th story ,and th other tell theirs too . But not surprisingly and very stupid of you people that none of your stories match ! Don't lie , if you can't make one , cause you'll suffer frm yours . Stop bullshitting with me ! If you tell me this , and th other one tell me that , then tell me which one should i trust ? At first it was suppose to be you , but thn you were once a liar , i mean not once , multiples times of telling me lies . So why should I trust you ? Th other one , never ~ talking world ! I do not know what's your real intention , but just to let you know , I am telling th truth . Whatsmore I did nothing wrong , so what's th big fuss ? Jealous ?! Far from it . That's it im done trying , if you wish to have me back as a friend , a true friend , then you make th effort to put yourself into my life . I'm tired of these shits !
Bye

2010-06-07T22:46:00.000-07:00

currently , waiting for Atika to text me and then i'll be on my way to fareast (:
hmmms , time check : 1.49pm .
at four then i'll be going out . ok 2 more hours to go .
just got back home from school , end up going home early due to last minute outing with Atika .
i didn't want to tag along actually , cause im tired and have not been having enough sleep for almost a week now . But on th other hand , i want to tag along cause there's nothing much to do . and end up agreed to her plan (:
anyway , counting down to my KL vacation with family ^_^ 5 more day to be exact , excited and not tht excited either . it's confusing , i know . am excited cause it's been years i went vacation with family , whtsmore i'll be away fr 5 days . usually it will only be fr 3 days 2 nights . but this year end up having 5 days 4 nights . yeaaah ~
however , on th other hand , am not tht excited . cause i'll be leaving fr 5 days and wont be able to see my friends , and especially i'll miss th KOREA shows :'(
nvm , once in a while .

this is random , i just get so caught up whenever i knew friends whom are suppose to be there aint there instead they leave you behind all by yourself . if th limit is until leaving thn maybe i could still take it , but when it's over th limit where your OWN friends , close one especially , talk behind your back , tsk ! unbelievable but believe it . i used to trust them almost 100% but now dont blame me fr nt trusting you people anymore , cause fr th person i am now , i ain't easy to be lied on nor be stepped . sorry to say everythings change now . th world is evolving people , so th changes will be damn frequent . you can't expect everything to be th same right ? & never be so serious in life , take jokes easily cause remember no one gets out alive in life anyway :)
takecare .

2010-06-06T05:36:00.001-07:00

hmmmm , currently multi-tasking . Blogging , msn-ing , fb-ing . and homework-ing .
tsk , but i guess i'll drop th other tasks soon and concentrate on completing on my problems sums first . God , i almost frget tht there are homeworks need to be completed during th weekends . sheeesh , this STM is really getting on my nerves . or issit i purposely frget about it ?
hehe ! :D anyway , today i rot at home , as usual did nothing .
wanted to went out with my two bestiee , but were cancel due to some personal reasons . hmmmms , but nvm . Staying at home is not as bad it seems you know . Atleast i get to save some money rather thn spend outside , right ? And i get to watch my Korea show , heh ! :D
oh my gucci , tmr's school laaa ! tsk . im tired , really . i guess im speaking fr th rest am i ?
okay , now thn i know how irrits it is to have a stalker . seriousss shits !
who th hell call you early in th SUNDAY MRNING ! just to say good morning to you verbally ?
ass la you ! don't you know in your bloody handphone got a SMS function could be used ?!
errghh , irrits ! and please ey , a day or two get to know each other is aint enough to meet up , freako ! i swear you give me creeeps !
i guess it was th stupid-iest , dumb-ess and pathetic mistake i ever made in my whole entire life .
gee, i guess i went overboard . my intention was to just update a little , but end up nagging huh ?
hmmms , tc

2010-06-04T21:46:00.000-07:00

eh kpo ! :D
haha , alright i guess im back updating for now .
since there's aint nothing much to do ,
and smthing's wrong with blogger .
mentang mentag da lamer taq update , taq kan mrajok kot ? LOL (:
there there , im updating now okie ?
ok , as a start i did a facebook account atlast .
nah not announcing it to th whole world , just to take note .
hmmmms , and might be looking for a new blogskin .
gotta change alot of stuffs now .
to cut short , i want to change everything .
and i mean EVERYTHING , including myself :D
nahh , for me to know , for you to find out .
gtg now , update more soon .

2010-03-20T19:52:00.000-07:00

hello hello :D
im back frm Malacca ya'll .

hee , miss me ? lols

k shuttup Juliani .

hms , basically im back since Friday night .

th graduation trip to Malacca was a blast , i swear tawu ! ^_^
best best !
eventhough its only nearby , neighbourhood country i should say ,

but fun okie ? (:
took hundreds of pictures thru th 2days1night trip .

i swear th hotel was super grand dohh , hahah jakon ? -.-"
th pics aint wimme taw , so if you all wanna see th fun time ,
do view Nadzirah , Suhaidah or Farhana facebook ey ? :)
hms , k till here ey ?

just wanna update about th trip , heh !

and i got 2wrkshts of Poa not completed yet , and 2 sets of Malay paper not done yet ?

dang ! =.="

oh yea , mrning people .

uhms , gotta get ready now ,

waiting fr phy to txt , meet up with her soon :D

2010-03-17T08:59:00.000-07:00

people , :)
im off to Melacca tmr , till friday .

hahk .

two days away .

dont miss me aye ?

lols . tkcre

will update asap , chalowbeteh !

2010-03-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

elloh , :)
stumble upon th note above at Khylabegs tumblr, again :)
heh, i hope you dont mind jambu .
after reading tht note , now thn i undrstnd about love .
alright , today had extra classes at school's .
tdy pgy , a rush tawu !

mummy woke me up at 7am , since my class starts at 9am .

she gave me a wakeup call , but i fell asleep all over again !

hahahah !

thn end up waking up at 9am ?
pathetic kan ?

urgh , so i get ready for class and reach school around 10.30 am .

lols , im late !

lucky im not th only one , Nad and Su were late too :)
after class, had lunch with girlfs.

thn went home to do hmwrk with Lin .

k laa,

till here .

tmr also have eng class , -.-"
bye .

2010-03-14T09:06:00.000-07:00

morning readers, time check : 12.08am .
updating fr a lil while , since i cant get to bed yet .

i mean i aint sleepy la , heh .

had a long hours of nap in th afternoon , (:
elaboration fr today is just , best ! :D

uhms , and tht quote up thr , hahah !
i find it true , to smone !
basically, thts th why iloveyou , *winks*
but there's more to it .
alright , not much to update .

can't upload pics yet , not with me .
tkcre korang , bye .

2010-03-13T07:33:00.000-08:00

howdy dudes and babes .
alright th above short note got it frm Khylabegs tumblr ,
when i stumble upon this note, i fell into tears :(
sedih lerh , its a sad story .

i really cant start wondering what will ever happened to me if this tragedy is to become reality one day ?
gawsh , God dont let it happened .

i really dont wanna lose tht special friend due to certain reasons .

if we're aint meant to be , thn let it be .

but not to lose him forever though .

i still believe in fate, but we still need to give it try right ?

and i am , :)
im enduring with everything ,
every now and thn im controlling my temper ,

because i aint letting th now repeat its history ,
i just wish you could see tht , but i guess not ?

im still trying , i wont be perfect like what you listed out ,
but i'll try my best to be me , just me .

and back to th note , i wonder how tht girl pull herself thru this unsuspected tragedy ?

hms .
on th other hand , i just feel th guy is selfish .
he left just like tht , only left with a note ?

but he still did th right thing though ,

and th girl , no comment .

hms , decided to blog ,
pasal saya rindu sama atikah bajerai ? (correct spelling ke taq eyh ? lols)
alright , she's off to KL now ,

will be back by Monday .

huhu , no one to text to bfore i go to sleep .

hms , she's th one who always continue txting me until i fell asleep .

sweet kan ? lols .

byh , i angkat you niek .

better get me some souveniors ah . hahahah !

lols , kdkd .

hms , be back home safely love .

much misses (:

alright , today went to beach road ?

took our class t, th outcome neither good nor bad .

but still satisfied ok ? :)
ok , th girls were late ?

for like an hour ? lols .

sry guys , hee !

thn skali bler tym mau bayar , alermak !

taq cukop duit ?

so i need to fork out th rest of th money lerh , -.-"
pathetic much , excluding Ana .

hahaahah !

weiy im not showing off tht i have money or what eh ,

but no choice tawu ?

so i need to do so .

alright , thn we head fr our lunch , at beach road .

thn went back to punggol to send Nad's thingy ,

thn head to Kovan ,

play bowling you know !

hahahahah :D
part niek best , hee :)

thnks fr th day out girlfs , had fun .

th incident while playing bowling best best !

k skippp ~

thn went back home , reached homiy at 9pm sharp (:

and pics will be uploaded asap aite ?

fr tmr , will be heading smwhr .

hms , k laa naq uat hmwrk .

thn rest early .

nighty nights :)

2010-03-12T07:52:00.000-08:00

ola people :D

im back, like duhh -.-"
k shuttup eh Juliani .
hms , sry ya'll fr not being a good blogger .

busy with schools and stuffs .

so aint able to find th time to update blog niek , heh .

k im updating , bacer laa eh krng .

and thnks fr th daily readers whom have been waiting fr me to update , hahahaha !
lols :D

hms , life lately best :D
i know, you dont know, th world dont need to know ^_^
hahk .

and today dpt report book , urgh !
results dissappointing gilerh dohh ,
damn , gotta work hard .

O level leh ... tsk tsk tsk .

mati ah if i stay my attits like tht , -.-"
k get over school stuffs now .
hms , tmr plan naq g beach road with teman teman ,
but plan cockup lerh .
see how, and my legs are killing me .

serious shit, saket taw kaki .

urot kan , anyone ? (:
huh ? why leg pain eyh ?

thnks to P.E lesson lerh , run around like mad girl like you know ?
haha, thnks to Ana-conda who help me thru out, lols :D
k, now my head is spinning round and round dohh ,
pening laa seyh .

anw , march holiday is here :D
heee, but i dont feel as if its a holiday ?
i have around six homeworks need to be completed over th weekend .

and monday ,tuesday occupied with extra class in th mrning .
lucky wednesday taqade class , :)
and thursday ,friday going to Melacca trip with skool ,
2days1night trip .

mcm excited gtu , lols .

thn saturday and sunday no plans yet .

korang , bsok mcm aner niek ?
pening tawu ! -.-"
plan to go beach road to take class tee, tpy plan mcm taq btol je ?

haiyooh yoh !
thn sunday might be heading to wdlnd, naq visit smone (:

and thts th why i cant wait fr sunday :D

uhms , sampai di siny yer ?

daa blank like you know .

nothing much to update .

i'll update more tmr aite ? (:

nights people , tkcre

2010-02-27T09:53:00.000-08:00

hello dudes and babes :)
alright , above are some pics tht we took fr th Saturday's outing .

k , sry fr not updating .

was busy fr th entire week , due to common test .

and alhamdulillah , daa abes (:

hahk , and th results ?

mati dohh -.-''
k lets start frm last Sunday k ?
Sunday,
revise fr Comb Sci till 3 am .
skipp can ? i frget wht i did fr tht day ?
heh .

STM ahh , tsk !
Monday,
Comb Sci paper , was okay ?
manageable :)
thn revise fr E.Maths till 2 am .
Tuesday,
Emaths paper , was tricky .

but still manageable .
revise fr A.Maths till 3 am .
Wednesday,
had my A.maths paper .
i thought i lose alot of marks in this paper, but i was wrng .
th results turn out not tht bad , but still not tht good .
revision fr Geog till 3 am .
Thursday,
geography paper was fine , xcept fr th parts tht i didnt study ? heh !
atlast i went out , after few days stuck at home studying .

but th meet up was kinda go th other way around .

mayb things might change after tht day huh ?
idk :(
haiss .
and due to some reasons , i cry till i fell asleep .

wahh , thnks eh ?
so in th end , didnt revise ANYTHING fr POA ,
Friday,
mrning, did my so so so so last minute revision , luckily
i manage to get in some formulae eh , if not .
mati -.-"
hahk , alhamdullilah th paper was ok ?
but idk how it'll turn out to be thn .
oh yea on Friday , i achieved a credit fr POA basic (:
cool or what kan ?
tht means if i ask fr part-time , i cn get around $700-$800 :D
best best , heh !

Saturday,
went out with my fav. girlfriends (:
first head up to beach road , thn to tampines .

had our dinner at century square , thn Nad and Su went to Downtown East ,
and Lin tag along too with thm , last min ? hahk , tahh laaa .

left Farhana and Me , so we jalan jalan at Tampines Mall ,

window shopping ,heh (:
thn around 9pm , meet up with Izyani ,
thn we watch th Chingay thingy thts held at Tampines .
their PA dances were all dressed up beautifully ,
i love their dressd up , their makeup especially .

and they head up to stage to perform , their dance steps were awesome (:
love it .
thn around 10.30pm , we head back home .

getta watch th float , it was beautiful eh .

thn thought of staying fr th night a lil while , cause been hearing ppl said tht there's FIREWORKS !
and im like OMG , serious pe ?

hahahahaha , cause i've been waiting to watch it fr th whole entire year , hahk .

bedeq eh ? lols .

k , so we went home , ingat kan taqade ,
skali bler tngah approaching th bustop ,
we here th fireworks nyer sound , :(
walaoweiy , so in th end didnt manage to see it .

tsk !
dissappointing eh , nvm :(
and guess what ?
naq tunggu 27 stngah jam dohh .

me and Ana waited like whuaat !

luckily when th bus came we manage to get in .

thn home sweet home :D
reached home around 11.30 pm gtuk .

k done laa ,
korang , i update alrdy .

happy reading :D
tkcre .

2010-02-20T09:26:00.000-08:00

many things had changed now ,
maybe you're thr wondering whts with th sudden silence ,
but i guess its best if i step back a little ,
cause i dont see my presence is any useful to you anymore .
im sry, goodbye .

hello korang , (:
again sry fr not updating .
common test are here , so i gotta strain my eyes on notes fr atleast a week more .
tsk , as a start
my results fr English, was sucha dissappointment eh .
pfft !
i guess im thinking too much, and th things in my mind all tokang terbalek dohh .

so far, English and Social Studies are done ,
next up Comb Sci . Emaths . Amaths . Geog . Poa
pheeew !
hms , so im gonna be superb busy revising this whole week,
and as you guess it , i wont be updating thn .
we'll meet again next week aye ?

but before i end this post,

lets just recap my lastweek's scheldue eh .
Monday, went to do a lil shopping with Lin .
Tuesday, dinner at Yana's house :))
Wednesday , school per normal had classes till 3
Thursday, Malay common test , paper was super tough dohh -_-''

mati for sure ! had classes till 3
Friday, Social Studies common test , paper was ok ? i guess .
and today, Saturday , went to last min night study with Nad (:
k im done , and fr tmr .
might be going out with family kot , naq watch movie .

my handsome boy is in tht movie , th blue eye guy, hahk ! :)
i mean its Percy Jackson and th lightning thief , if i aint wrong ?

hms , k laaa
chalowbeteh !

....

2010-02-13T02:46:00.000-08:00

♥ HAPPY VALENTINE DAY ♥
AND

HAPPY CNY ;D

alright, im a day early to wish all tht ,
but it aint wrong though :)
heh, hope you people out thr whom are celebrating those special celebrations with your loves ones will turn out to be great and splendid ;D
have fun, and tkcre still .

gawsh, tmr is ♥Valentines Day .

everytime, whenever i went out .

i envy happy , cute and sweet couples together .

its not tht im nt happy fr thm, but .

looking at those couples would really bring me back to th past,

to whr im used to have one great MR ♥ ,

sigh :(

time flies too fast huh ?
aper naq buat, taqade jodoh ? lols

im sure gonna feel upset tmr, but who cares kan ?

hahk !

nvm, frget it .

okay, as you all can see, im back blogging ,

sry ya'll fr not updating tht much ,

busy with schools you see , tambah tambah naq dekat common test lagy ,

so will be damn busy with revisions and tones of hmwrks liao .

i'll update when i have th time aye ? promise ^_^

okay, ystrdy i met up with this little girl and her mummy whom i missed like effing much gtuk lorh , :)

its nyce to meet and getto hug thm, hahk !

thnks ladies fr th talk talk (:
meet you all again on Tuesday, i think ?
hahk, sry but i cant cnfirm yet if im going or not .

but i'll try my best to come aye ? :)

and to you MR , get well soon aye ?

i guess you change alot huh ?

idk , but just take good care of your health fr me ?

atleast by doing tht wont make me go 'gugugaga' thinking or should i say worrying bout you ?

hms .

alright , i have th time now with th capital PLUS boring !

ituh psl Juliani update blog niek , hahk !

didnt prepare any plans fr today , cause i dont feel like going out lorh .

so sit at home, rest my brain ,

besarkan bontot , mkn , tngok tvee .

ah, ituh laa keje sayer satu hari niek :D

boring kan , can you guys feel me ?

gawsh !

thn around 3.30pm gtuk klau taq silap tdy ,

Naqiah call me up, ajak cycling .

hahk !

sry eh , tpy sdangkan naq kluar daa mls, aper lgy cycling kan ?

whatsmore outside its freaking hot !

whooops, stop stop .

nuh-uh i aint putri lilin or wht .

but th shit is im lazy to go out , heh !

sry, perhaps nxt tym k Naqiah ?

sry to dissappoint you and Atika .

but we girls meet up soon k ?

miss you all like alot gtuk :)

alright, Nad is off to M'sia now,

byebye Nad, heh !

tkcre and have a safe journey to and fro k ?

have fun taw .

and i aint sure when Suhaidah is going to M'sia too , but anw

tkcre too, have a safe journey k ?

have fun eh (:

k two of my friend da byebye da,

now im stuck at home !

haiyaaa, nvm perhaps it'll be a good idea if i could start my revision now .

yeaa if i aint lazy laa kan . heh !

hms, i miss Phyza .

feel like calling her up now and talk talk talk non-stop .

but i guess she's busy with CNY dinner lorh .

nvm, but sis .

if you read this , i miss you effing much ! :(

hms, boring eh my post nari ?

hah !

naq kluar g shop , tpy shop smue tutop kan ?

haiyaaa -_-"

did i tell you tht tmr is Valentine Day ?

i think this is th 3rd eh ?

haiyaaaa !
i get all cramped up whenver i think about it y'know .

idk why , cause tht day doesnt cncern much about me anymore .

but , urgh !

nvm nvm nvm .

byebye manusia .

'i do not know, or perhaps aint sure what is it tht you really want,
speak up boy, cause you making me upside down,

you gotta change your ways, make it right , and get down to earth ,

stop living as if everything seems to be alright, while y'know very well its not,

be a man, highlight what you want , and dont ignore pls
If only i could find the words to touch you deep inside.
If only you can stop running away and tell me what's
holding you back'

2010-02-02T02:13:00.000-08:00

'you'll have to cry me out'

wohkay,im back typing here
after three whole days stucked at home not going anywhere .
ceyh bedeq naah ? hahk!

i did went out in th noon just now, just for a short while .
i went to th clinice at Hougang thr, so yeaa
took my medicine, my MC thn went back home .
cannot tahan dohh, th weather is freaking hot ! D:
oops, sry eh not a putri lilin here, but serious shit laaa

im already down with high fever thn kena panas smore ?!
siao or what ? hahk !

k im sick since last Saturday , terrible or ape seyh niek ?

hms, and luckily mummy is thr , hahahah :D
i've been treated like a 'BABY' dohh, hahk !

saper taq suke kann ?

hahk, no laaa, im sick so mom put more of concern on me .

and seriously, it sucks much to be sick for 3 days !

my fever comes and go, walao !
irrites eh .

daa makan obat pon taq baek baek ?

how niek ? -___-
k, im going to school tmr !
like finally eh ? hahaha. yeaaaa~
k i know im weird to be excited to go to school instead of th otherwise .

but i cant take it sitting and rotting at home .
ate medicince, go sleep? ate medicine, go sleep ?
*pheeew*
no more of those ! hope so ?

hms, it seems tht when i get back to school tmr i gotta do lots of hmwrks huh ?
haiyooooh !
but nvm, atleast th least of least kann, i getto meet my girls !
yeaaahnesss ~

:DD
done , byebye people

2010-01-29T18:29:00.000-08:00

EH LO :D

hms, its been quite smtime i dint update huh ?
sry ya'll , i wont be updating regularly now,
due to busy scheldues , i mean schooldays nowadays is getting more and more kecoh,
i mean busy , so yeaa
hms, alright today's plan was suppose to catch some movies with ♥ ,
but end up cancel, due to ♥'s last minute plan ? i think ?
hms, and also due to th last minute plan of mine !
urghh , irrits much .
seriously i hate last minute plan, after a last minute plan has been plan thn comes th last minute plan,
OKaaaay , ignore th previous line,
im talking craps nowadays .
hahk, im having this kind of a "HIP-HOP" assence ? (how do you spell tht ? oh nvm -_-")
yea, lately im talking and having this sign signals like a 'HIP-HOP-er?"
hahk, its funny though , LOL
weiy, stop thr .
don't start tht thought tht im turning into a "HIP-HOP" or whatever eh ,
cause im not !
im just using tht kind of way to talk for fun , for entertainment :D
school has been tough latelty, so yeaa
use tht way to release strees ?
HAHK ! (:
okay, girlfs has been making my schooldays lits much brighter with their jokes and clumsiness tht make me laugh non-stop .
like what Nad say, 'eh suker eh kau'
hahahhaha, ketawe je laaa, to relieve whatever you have in your heart pe ? :D
alright, thnks girls :D

and supposingly today , i mean like for every Saturday of th week ,
we girls are suppose to have our group study,
but too bad i cant make it fr today ):
awww,sry girls .

cause like i told you earlier , i have this last minute plan .
pathetic much ,
luckily its a Birthday Party, if not, frget it
dont hope fr my presence , hahk !
alright, in th late evening i guess ?
my family and i will be heading to National Service Resort ?
wohkaaay, anyone heard of tht place bfore ?
cause i dont ? -___-"
my uncle said its smwhere near airport terminal ? old Country Club ?
idk where tht place is, hahk .

k i hope tht Birthday Party will be a blast :)
alright , gotta go now .
watch tveee , hee !

tkcre

2010-01-25T06:35:00.000-08:00

Quitting is out of th question
When it gets tough, gotta fight smore .
Too much of anything can make you sick

Just know tht you're not in this thing alone,

There's always a place in me tht you can call home .

Whenever you feel like we're growing apart,
Lets just go back back back back back to th start .

awwh , (:
those lyrics were jumbled up by me ?

hahahaha !

how i wish smone, anyone could say or even sing it to me tht lyrics , like please ? (:
ok, lame -_-"
frget it , alright
im back from dinner at Jalan Kayu, with familia :D
superb fun , although today i was rather down due to certain reasons .

but thank God they cheer me up .

i had non-stop laughing with thm .

and there's this certain parts tht make me laugh out loud, seriously
Father : k i wanna order masala tosai ? (ok wait, idk how to spell tosai? or issit tohsey? whatever -_-")
Mamak : masala tosai taqada, tosai je ada
thn my family and me was like , whaaaat ? masala tosai taqada, tapy tosai ada ?
what th crap is he talking about ?
Father : huh? masala tosai taqada, tpy tosai ada ? mcm mane tuu ? -_-" k nvm, i order mee goreng thn

after tht guy walked off, i was laughing my ass off.
cause i rmbred an incident happened long long time ago ,
it was during my father pass time, he told us a story where his friends and him were eating at a kedai kopi at Malaysia .
his friends went to th Mamak and order Roti Prata Satu ,
thn tht Mamak was actually 'doing' th Roti Prata, as in flipping thm up and down .
thn y'know wht he replied ?

Roti Prata taqada.
thn my father and his friends were like, huuuh ? whaaat ?
thn what is tht thing you were flipping now ?
thn he replied, this is roti canai ?
thn my father and friends were like, OMG ?
they're laughing out loud, cause mind you .
Roti Canai is th same as Roti prata .

its just tht one is popular know in Malayasia as Roti Canai, and th other is known in Singapore as Roti prata !
hahahahaha !
k enough .
time check : 10.56pm
and i gotta complete my hmwrks now .
byeeee !

& I don't wanna fight this kind of war

2010-01-23T05:46:00.000-08:00

ehh ohhh ! :D
LOLS, (stoppit eh Juliani, tsk)
k im back !
hahahhah, happy taq ?
hee, k lame -_-"
sry sry sry banget deh fr leaving this online blog fr almost 2 weeks i guess eh ?
hahk, was busy with schools, so yeaa
i cant find th time to slot in to update my blog .
so now, lets dust this dusty blog with my everyday updates aye ?

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even th good can be a curse,curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt
Is it better, Is it worst,
Are we sitting in reverse,
Its just like we're going backwards
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but lets go slow
But i don't want us to crash, no
Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back back back back back to the start
Anything that's worth having,
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting is out of the question
When it gets tough , we gotta fight some more
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love (3X)
If its worth having, its worth fighting for (Oh)
Now everyday aint gonna be no picnic
Love aint no walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it, now
Can't be afraid of the dark,
Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back back back back back to the start
Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting is out of the question
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love (3X)
If its worth having, its worth fighting for (Oh)
I don't know where we're heading
Im willing to be ready to go
We've been driving so fast,
We just need to slow down
And just roll
Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting is out of the question,
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love(3X)
If its worth having, its worth fighting for

alright, those lyircs up thr ?
is from Cheryl Cole, Fight for this love ! :DD
th lyrics are so true eh !
hahaha (:
my favouritee song fr th time being ,
hms , i've been having tht song played in my mind fr upteen times y'know,
hahk !
alright, now i shall update fr th sick of those who tell me update !
hahaha, ader jgk fan tok blog aku ?
hahaha, kidding eh :D
alright,
hms, fr th past few days, my life is all full of schoolworks,friends,family,tvees,
last but not th least, iPHONE !
hahahahahah, dont be jealous eh !
tsk, kidding (:
heee, not showing off laa, but just excited to tell everyone ?
hahaha !
alright, still trying to get hang of using tht phone, still kinda kekok ?
but im sure i'll get used to it any time soon .
hms, yeasterday after school went out with family to Tampines Mall (:
best best best !
we booked tickets fr The Spy Next Door , Jackie Chan is in it .
hms, our movie was at 9.30pm .
so my family decided to have out dinner, at Seoul Garden (:
hahahah, damn .
only my girls know why i aint tht satisfied to eat thr anymore,
hahahah :D
ssshh !
alright, spent 2 hours at Seoul Garden, thn spent an hour at Time Zone :D
thn went to th cinema straight , and guess what ?
I aint sure if tht movie is boring or not ,
cause fr th first half of th movie , me , my sis, including my mom fell asleep ?
hahahahah, hilarious or what ?
kinda wasted actually , but i guess we three are all tired .
i didnt know if my mom and my sis woke up in th later part of th movie or not,
but i did ,
thn i find it funny , and cute (:
tht little girl in tht movie is kiyooooot :D
but overall it was an OK movie for me,
should have watched ToothFairy ?
or even Santau, hms .
alright , so fr today ,
went out fr group study with Nad, Su and Lin .
my favourite girlfs, they're th best .
they nvr ever did fail to make me laugh non-stop
love korang banyak banyak. thnks eh :D
hms, oh yeaaa
when i was on my way home,
i was sitting at th bustop bench, when this DRUNK guy came towards me,
and fell near me,
and im like OMG ?
i thought of helping him up, but hello ?
a DRUNK guy ?
ishk, taq berani siaa, hahk !
serious shit , i was superb scared .
eventhough there are alot of people at th bustop thr,
tapy si mabok ni tngok kat aku jgk ,
hahk !
he gave me a one hell of a freaking stare ,
its like as if his look is saying this 'wah, ader pmpn ah, dpt pon baek'
urgh !
FCUK YOU !
oops, sry ?
but i was scared to hell just now, and bus number 27 was like super slow !
luckily he end his stare once i board th bus, if not
i'll show this middle finger to him, hahahah!
(macam berani je Juliani eh ?)
LOLS !
alright enough .
& to Nad, thnks eh ?
i txt you bcoz i was scared and thougth tht you could console me or what,
but what you reply back ?
'woah. sexy nyer pmpn tu,i loike. '
tooooot you !
hahahahah, but you did make me laugh, thnks aye ?
syang kamu (:

alright, fr tmr ?
i think i'll just stay home and complete my hmworks ?
or maybe to th gym ?
hms, not sure eh .
k done, byeeee !

tell me whats th point of fighting,
cause we all end up with scars
if tht is what i must go thru,
thn im not prepared to lose,
cause i already bled so much for you .

2010-01-13T06:31:00.000-08:00

HAPPY SWEET POPPING 16TH DEAR ANIERA :D
i'll pray th best fr you always sweetstuffs .
study hard this year k ?
anything you can beepbeep me aye ?
uhms , your pressie soon i give k ? (:
loveyou oi !

alright, hello !
and goodbye .
i just wanna update tht only, hahahah !
later .

2010-01-12T03:48:00.000-08:00

eh oh KPOs :D
tsk , i mean readers eh .
hms , my weekends were okay .
Saturday was spent with tht lady up thr, (:
went night study with her ,
but in th end i didnt study tht much ?
hahahahah, chit chat with her till 10+ till its time fr her to go home .
thn Sunday mrning , went to took my Scholarship .
as usual , i was late ? XD
actually th person didnt let me come in , but luckily there were a few more others who came in late too , so we manage to come in and sit down .
hms , thnks to smone who willingly spent her/his early mrning just to teman me ?
hahahah, actually i ask fr it, tsk! :D
hms , thnks aye ?
thn went home and change .
headed to bugis , jalan jalan thn went hougang to lepakk ?
in th late evening headed home .
went home, finish up my leftover hmworks .
thn on Monday, O level results were out .
sucha dissappointment fr th 5Ns , but its okay .
insyallah this year we all can pull up th percentage aye ? :D
and my Emaths Os were sucha dissppointment too !
damn , a B3 ?
wahpiaang eh , mati dohh .
tsk.
and Congrats to those who make it to JCs or Polys aye ?
and to those who doesnt ,
dont wry, who knows ITE is a much better future ?
i know its terrible , but after ITE, you all could still continue your studies at Polys , (:
so today is Tuesday , yeaa Tuesday it is .
school was okay , kinda bored .
but hafta hang on thr if i wanna make it to O level ?
im kinda loosing my brain now ?
like serious shit , im kinda slow in everything ?
and fr my a.maths test today ?
hahaha 5/12 ?
baek pe ?
thn my friends get higher thn me siaaaa, walao !
i feel so SLOW , and really need to buck up if i wanna get good good and beautiful single grades fr my Os (:
oh gawsh !

have you ever encounter waking up from your mrning sleep, crying ?
and hoping tht whatever happened in tht dream is nvr gonna come to reality ?
i did , D:
th feeling was horrible ,
never have i ever in my 16 years plus 12 days waking up frm my sleep crying due to some bad bad bad really awfully bad dream ? D:
i just really really really wish tht dream aint cming true at all, oh please ?
all i could say is, in my bad dream ,
th last last last part , th part which i woke up ,
is when i hear th background music of my dream ?
pelikk kann ?
i know, tsk !
wanna know whats th song ?
lagu jiwanng uhk , from Newboyz, Putus ?
hahahah!
sedih y'know, eventhough smhow th background music part is kinda hilarious .
but overall , i cry thinking about it ..
DD':

alright, im done !
gotta do hmworks oii !
later !

2010-01-08T08:44:00.000-08:00

TGIF :D
lets say hello to weekends aye ?
its been almost a week since school starts ,
so school was okay fr me ?
as a start its alright, lets see fr a month ?
or perhaps a few more weeks eh, see if i can cope or not ?
tsk!
hms , oh yeaaa
on Thursday evening .
all th sec 4Es and 5Ns went to their respective Polys choice .
so i did get to th Poly tht i've been wanting to go to since sec 1 , hahahaha.
so Temasok Polytechnic is my first choice ,
and yeaaa th school thr is big .
so im still thnking of what courses to take thr ,
see how eh ?
and tht day was filled with laughters , thnks friends .
th whole journey thru out Temasek Poly was fun ,thnks to th 5Ns.
hahahah!
hms , k and today is Friday right ?
lesson fr today was okay ,
i notice th differ about me this year ,
i actually did concentrate more in class thn last year ?
hahahahah :D
but sometimes i did look out of th window and day dream? tsk!
pathetic attits .
thn after school , thnks to dear girlfs .
tht willingly sacrifice their time to accompany me to do my hair ?
HAHAHAH :D
thnks aye ?
appreciate much taw .
and i treat thm to MacD. hahah,kind huh ?
tsk .
alright . my weekends is nt proper plan yet ?
and how about yours ?
Saturday ? idk what to do ?
might be finishing up my schoolworks ?
goodgirl eh :D
thn Sunday gotta take Scholarship ,
shackks !
anyone wanna volunteer to accompany me ?

hahah, i give 50-50 , amaciamm ? :D
hms , nothing much to update laaa .
bye!

2010-01-05T06:55:00.000-08:00

holaaaa dudes and babes :D
alright , first and foremost .
BACK TO SCHOOL EVERYONE , tsk .
hms , today is th officially th second day of school .
my school days are okay , tons of hmwrks are cming my way .
and how about yours ?
fr th first few days, as expceted ehh .
it'll sure be bored , boriinnng to th max ahh kirekn .

cause fr th first day of school , all we did was slack ?
so BORING !
but still its okay , gotta chit chat with girlfs dohh :D
hms , thn fr today ?
as usual , and expected againn ,
lessons starts as per normal ,
and tons of hmwrks were give out by each individual teachers .
like hello , its th second day oii !
lek ahh, hahahahah(:
but i know, im in sec 5 now , naq lek lek g ite sdh ehh . tsk !
tht is what each of my subjects teacher kept reminding me and my class ,
fr today only laaa kann , its like i've been hearing numerous lectures from teachers .
and take note ehh , we're not stressed up, until you adults started to blabber stuffs ,
tht you guys could actually assigned our form teacher to do it ,
thn thts it, STOPP! D:
you adults are getting into my nerves ,
hari hari dngr krng nyer lecture bley jady biol aku,
bley jdy sasau dibuatnyer ,tsk!
serious shit, stooppit eh !
we were all fine, but thnks to th 'lectures' given ,
now we're stressed up ,
cause each school i think laa kann ,
were giving us, th sec 5 students to 'test market' laa kirekn,
fr atleast a month ,
thn after tht if we think tht fr a month je we cnt make it ,
BETTER GO TO ITE !
shackks !
i hate tht phrase ,
everytime i hear it , it'll fr sure drag me to th decisions of going to ITE y'know .
so please stop ! D':
only tht ♥pantat know how irritate and stressed up i was ? D:
thnks aye ?
thnks fr th advice , thnks fr everything though .
even we're just 'friends' eh ? (:
tsk .
thnks fr enduring with my uncontrallable mouth , and nvr ending stories aye ?
smp ngantok eh dngr crite i ?
hahahah :D
thnks again !

alright , enough of th ITE thingy ehh .
hms , lets see how it goes .
insyallah i can make it, oh please ?
*fingers cross*
:DDD
alright ,
frgive me orang orang if i didnt update regularly nowadays aye ?
cause all of us are back to school ,
so yeaa ,
gotta put my whole effort fr this year ,
pray fr me kawan kawan :D
hms , so i'll be busy .
busy with school, hmwrks , revisions , SRPs ,
tsk , starting next week i'll guess i'll be home by 5+ in th late evening ,
due to SRPs .
hms , so i'll try to find time to update aye ?
okay , time check : 11.11 pm
gotta get ready fr bed now ,
eventhough i know i cnt get to sleep ?
but i still have to frce myself to do so ,
if not , i'll be yawning my way to lala land .
nights kawan kawan .

2010-01-02T11:52:00.001-08:00

eh oh ;D
alright, time to get to wrk now.
gotta dust off th dust in my blog here,
heee, sry aye fr nt upating regularly ?
been busy going out,spending th last week of holidays liao !
so must spent it wisely, hee!
alright, lets start from whre i stop aye ?

Wednesday ; 30dec2009

went to school,♥Cinta accompanied me liao,
thn after tht it was my turn to accompany ♥Cinta to salon,
new hairdo huh?
hahahahah!
thn went to have our dinner at Tampines Mall,
awww.too bad tht we both frget to snap snap pics siaa!
nvm, next time(:
so we dinner-ed at Pizza Hut,
hahk, and it was ♥Cinta's first time eating Pizza Hut at its own restaurant .
awww, how cute was tht? :D
at first, we both were gossipping about th slow service,
serious shit, it's freaking slow.
we ordered 2 pan size pizza .
th first one come around 15mins later,
th second one come 1 hours later y'know ?
by tht tym, me nd ♥Cinta was freaking full!
hms, luckily, and clever me to remind ♥Cinta bfore we ordered liao,
i know ♥Cinta would get easily fulled, so i did remind lorh to better finish up whatever we ordered,
luckily ♥Cinta listen to me, heee(:
hms, after tht shop a lil while at Tampines Mall,
bus-ed home, reached homiy around 9.30pm .

Thursday ; 31dec2009

hms, my day was accupied with laughters :D
i decided to spent my last day of 2009 with my bestest bestfriend,
hahaha, Atika .
tht ciner ;D
uhmm, half of tht day was spent at ktv, at Grandlink !
last karaoke liao bfore school re-opens, tsk!
and guess what?
Atika was being sucha a dumb ass y'know ,
we booked fr 2 hours, so th total amount to be paid was $20 .
it was expensive though fr just 2pacs .
but it was th eve of 2010, so cant do anything liao .
we reached thr already pon ?
but this ciner actually didnt realise tht she paid twice.
we splited up th amount paid,
so i paid 10bucks, same goes to tht ciner .
thn i didnt realise either tht she had already paid,
but few mins later, she took out another 10 to pay to tht lady again .
im sry aye Atike if i didnt realise your gundu mistake !
i was nervous, thinking of karaoke-ing .
cause our room was freaking hell near th entrance !
wahpiaang eh!
mind you, near th entrance!
where people could actually see us singing, infact hear us too!
so atlast we didnt manage to sing most of th favs songs kuat kuat lorh,
pasal maluuu !
hahahah :D
hms, thn after ktv-ed we trained to Tampines ,
and was thinking whr to have our dinner ,
at first we thought wanna eat at Century Square,
but thn si ciner ni kater naq makan Sakura plak ?
so thought of going down to Sengkang, Compass Point thr.
hms, but i was freaking lazy to go thr,
cause we were acutally on our way to Tampines mahh ?
so might as well eat thr kann ?
and while still deciding whr to eat ,
idk whyy?
but these few days im feeling kinda generous lorh ,
hahahah, i feel like treating everyone tht went out wimme.
so people, wanna treat?
beepbeep me, thn we go out k?
:D
alright, so i thought laaa kann.
thought only eh, naq blanje ciner tuu to a movie,
we both really wanna sit in tht cinema,
and start glaring our eyes onto th cinema screen,
and wanna start wonder why people love so much th movie Avatar!
hms, due to tht curiousity tht has drag us to th decision to watch Avatar,
it was my treat anyway,
but too bad eh, wasnt tht ciner's luck to get treat by me!
hahahaha, cause i seriously do not know how many ample times of patah balek we did,
from Century Square to Tampines Mall,
hahahah. i think around 6 eh? (:
hms, but it was fun laaa to spent time with her .
she's bubbly, and talkative!
so taq boring lorh klau spent time with tht ciner!
but th bad luck was,
even no matter how many times we patah balek,
there's no tickets left fr th Avatar,
aderr pon, kener separated .
its like i'll sit at th other corner of th movie hall, and Atika will be sitting at th other crner.
walao!
what kind of suggestion is tht?
luckily tht decision was givent to a couple,
if not, they'll fr sure kick you in th ass!
so atlast we didnt get to watch Avatar,
so we headed to foodcourt at Century Square to have our dinner(:
thn after tht, bus-ed to Sengkang, lrt-ed to th countdown place .
woaah, i ♥ fireworks .
its been quite some time i didnt get to watch it,
so during th last day of 2009 i manage to watch it,
with my bestfriend smore,
supposingly with smone else,
but neaah, it wasnt our luck to watch th fireworks together .
so nvm!
hms, thn Atika's father was kind enough to send me home,
reached homiy around 1.30am (:

Friday ; 01jan2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR cute creatures :D
gee, time flies really fast huh ?
so people, let bygones be bygones alright ?
start a fresh this brand new year,
have a new aim in life ,
new azam :D
new resolution fr 2010 !
i have mine, and how about yours ?
to succed in lyfe, you need an aim right ?
if not, you'll find yourself lingering around no where .
hms, to start th day fr 2010,
i stayed at home,
with my dearest people, my family laaa! :D
had laughters fill th atmosphere,
so everything was okay !
:DD

Saturday ; 02jan2010

my day was awesome :D
so yeaah , in th mrning i had my ♥Kasih to accompany me to hg mall ,
thnks aye ?
and thnks fr waiting too?
heee, sry !
& to ♥Kasih, cheer up k?
you still got your HunneyK here :D
hahahah, what a name eh ?
tsk!
my ♥Kasih is adorable, do dont ever anyone dare to disturb ♥Kasih eh,
if not i'll kick you in th ass! ;D
thn after i bought smthing tht i've been wanting it fr a long time ,
i trained alone to Dhoby Gaut, thn to Orchard :DD
weee, had fun had fun!
but kentot you!
i need to wait fr you liao ,
so while waiting fr tht ♥pantat to reach kaann,
i admire people walking pass me ,
oh gawsh,
people thr are so freaking tall,
serious shit, im scared of losing my way thr,
so i decided to sit down quietly and wait .
hms, so tht ♥pantat reached half an hour later,
super late, kentot youu!
hahahah, but nvm,
skali skale eh ?
yeaaa, you wasted my call lorh,
thought of th mrning called could wake you up ,
but instead you sleep bck?
tsk, tht nrmal and usual behaviour of yours,
taq ubah ubah eh ? ;D
but stay th way you are, its perfect .
stop changing okay ?
hms, i know as a Singaporean,
we should be going to every places tht we ususally hear it often right?
but fr me, a no no!
i've been hearing a lot about Orchard,
but guesss what eh ?
after 16years of living on Earth ,
its my 3rd time going to Orchard ,
hahahaha, as if imma tourist gtu .
walao , so whever i went thr kann .
please please dont blame me if i've become ghairah or jakon cann?
hahaha.
hms, and i finally went to ION Orchard,
eeeeek, best best!
mak oi, barang barang sane,
bley thn 'murah' eh ?
tsk .
hms, & oh.
its really me, if you know me well .
i would only go to th extent of saying 'eh ni lawa eh, eh ni lawa sey. jap ni pon lawa. WAAH, ni lagy lawa '
but in th end i didnt bought it ? -_-"
hahahaha,
i'll go to th extent of complimenting this is beautiful and this is nice .
but i dont have th guys to buy it.
gee, dont ask whyy.
should perhaps start looking at th price tags .
and my day was seriously filled with leaopord skins everywhr i go .
maner mane pergy nmpk leapord skin , hahaha!
idk whyy , but i guess im starting to like leapord skins :D
notice tht i use th word like, not love eh .
so dont start thinking im going gugu gaga over leapord skins ,
but smtimes i do laaa, taq slalu pe .
its just tht i find it sexy and hot ?
:DD
hms, thn after walk walk around ION,
♥pantat bought me to Far East Plaza .
to search fr my school bags .
it was nice of ♥pantat to teman me,
thnks aye ?
appreciate much liao .
and Far East nye barang2 pon not bad lorh ,
lots of nice and beautiful clothes thr ,
and atlast, we both found a bag shop tht kinda attracts me .
gee, i was cerewet eh ?
hahhah,sry eh penjual bag?
hahaha, its like after trying a bag, i feel like trying another .
hahahah :D
even ♥pantat say im leceh, hahaha!
im choosy, so what ?
sry laaa , im fickled minded i told you .
heee, thnks fr th patience ♥pantat and helping me to decide .
and thks fr th bag seller too :D
so yeaah, my school bag cost me around $35 ;D
below budget, thts good !
hms, thn we jalan jalan at Far East jap ,
shopping .
thn comes my lecehness again ,
hahaha, naq pilih baju pon susah ?
serious shit, im fickle minded i tell you .
in seconds i can like this baju . thn another seconds i change my mind ?
irrits much , i know ?
but people around me know me very well tht im fickled minded .
hahaha! :D
so after shop shop .
♥pantat has his puffs, luckily eh terserempak ngan kwn you .
hahah!
so after tht we trained to Somerset .
headed to 313 eh ?
or issit 131 ?

idk ? -_-"
confused laa, hee!
so we decided to look around thr ,
hms , since time doesnt allowed us to spent time together tht much ,
♥pantat had to go off alrdy lorh D:
but i had fun shopping with you aye ?
thnks :DD
so after tht i trained to Sengkang back .
i went home first to put my shopping bags ,
thn headed to Compass to have my late late super late lunch!
hahaha, seriously my stomach cant stop grumbling y'know!
tsk. luckily Lin wanted to accompany me .
we jalan jalan at Compass thn trained to Hougang Mall,
to buy some stuffs thr (:

pheeew!
done done done !
wah, tiring ahh, hahk!
hms, so tmr planned is to go salon with ♥Cinta,
gee, thnks fr company dear .
thn maybe after tht meet up with Atika, tht ciner .
she wanna do her hair too i think ?
but she hasnt confirm yett ,
so yeaa .
and later in th mid evening ,
meeting up with ♥Kaseh to bugis ?
tsk .
im still thinking whether to go or not to go ?
cause i left with a few bucks in my atm !
hahaha, hms.
see how eh bsok .
and oh yeaaa .
few hours to reopen school .
gawsh ? -_-"
im not ready y'know . or maybe i am?
dont know laaa .
& to those friends out thr,
good luck with your new ITE. your new course.
i hope you guys study well fr your future k?
and yeaa. dont frget us here in SSS :D
uhms, i gotta know some doesnt get into th course tht they want ?
tsk, its okay. its alright .
just try your very best alright ?
and to those who manage to get th course tht they want. good fr you guys :D

alright. i gotta get to sleep.
time check : 5.08 am!
gawsh ,
pe ni Juliani ? daaa naq bukak skolaa pon maseh tdo lmbt ?

hahahah :D
daaa,mrning!

'ah kaan aku daa update. bacer laa krng ! ' :DDD

2009-12-29T08:37:00.000-08:00

alright, for now.
i really can't wait fr my sepet girlf to be back in S'pore!
come back quick love ;D
and have a safe journey bbe,quick quick quick!
see tht eye colour?
it was SUPPOSE to be mine lor,
but she stole it from me, tsk!
bad ciner, bad ciner! :D
wait eh girl, i'll sure buy another striking colour ah!
hmph!
hahahahah!
imissyou Atika,come back home now now now!
we go out th day after alright?
lots to catch up love, thn perhaps we'll go countdown naq? heee(:

and to th other pics,
i do miss going out with thm,Naqiah and Izyani.
tsk, they went silent all out of sudden?
hms,nvm

alright,i've been busy going back school to and fro,
due to school books.
went to school ystdy to accompany Lin,
thn tmr im going again to buy my school books plak,
tsk.
leceh ah, but i have to?
hms, luckily ♥Cinta wanna teman me,hee!
thnks ♥Cinta!
you know i know, hahahah!
oh yea, tmr plan was to teman ♥Cinta to Tampines,
hms,toot you laaa!
im going to wait fr yiou thr fr 2 freaking hours doing nothing?
wahpiaang eh, you owe me big time! :DD
alright, thn after accompany-ing ♥Cinta,
im heading to Vivo, to meet up with Khylabegs, tht jambu lady(:
hms, she agreed to accompany me to look fr schoolbags thr,
thnks love.
thn it might be my turn to accompany her to cotton on(:

thn th following day,we'll be going out with ATIKA,
hahaha. tht ciner !
tsk :D

alright.
fr today?
went to hg mall, accompany Nad to Popualar.
thn i head to Granny's crib in th late evening,
tsk, Granny cheat my feeling!
hmph .
she say she wanna teach me do cupcake lor,
but thn in th end taq jady?
walao!
i was so freaking eager you know to learn to do cupcakes and muffins!
cheat my feeling!
but th good thing is, i get to hug Qarin, hahahaha!
i've been holding him,feeding him, kissing him, hugging him. kicking his ass.
and putting him to sleep fr 5 hours!
fuyooooh!
tiring siaaa, taqleh tahan!
i really can feel how a mother gets tired easily while bbysitting their own babies!
hahaha,
Serious shit, my hands were numb carrying Qarin,
hahah. but i had fun!
thn bus-ed home at 10.30pm,alone?
scary eh!
hahah,
thn im here updating.
i guess, what happen today is enough,

2009-12-27T01:51:00.000-08:00

eh oh !
short post fr today can?
im feeling kinda not really me fr now?
i've been having mood swings lately.
i can be happy and sometimes can be easily irritate.
like what happened just now in th cab,
in seconds i was laughing and playing around with my lil sis,
thn few seconds later i was actually scolding her fr being fcuking irritating,
but it wasnt her fault,
it was just me being too moody,
tsk!
irrits much! D':
sry eh girl? i didnt mean to be grumpy, hee!
anyway i just came back from attending my daddy and mummy nye kawan nye jemputan?
we went two out of four?
due to mom who came back late from wrk,
so first stop headed to West Coast thn to Bedok Reservoir,
its been a long long time since i attend any wedding ceremony,
and serious shit, both of th brides were fcuking gorgeous!
i swear they're so pretty,
biaser laaa, darah arab mah, so lawa lawa lor anak perempuan drng(:
jealous y'know, hahahaha!
thn head back home.
here updating,
k done, tmr wanna go school.
need to buy school books,
Tsk!
byeeeeeeeeeeee!
oh yea, i might not be updating and might not be active in cyber world fr a lil while?
i guess just fr a few days?
cause i think i will be busy with school stuffs,
and surveying fr new handphone!
yeeaaaaah ;DD
i'll update when i get th time to alright?
daaaa!

2009-12-25T09:14:00.000-08:00

tsk,true much!
serious shit, my pay come in quick cann?
serious talking eh, i need tht money to buy lots and lots of things,
not only to pamper myself with all those cash,
but i owe people lots of treats,
thn i need to buy my school stuffs,
my school books,
my school bag,
my school shoes,
my school stationery,
everything gotta do with school laa !
tsk,
school will reopen on Monday,4th January?
tsk, tht fast?
woah,pejam kelip pejam kelip daa 2 bulan berlalu eh?
(:
hahaha, time really flies!
hmmm,
but nvm, a part of me really wanna wake up in th mrning and go to school,
to get to meet with my usual mates,teachers,
i do miss studying?
LOL,
hahaha, weiy,
lagi bagos g skolaa laa kan? dari dok umah pikir bende yang taq perlu?
tsk, naw laa,
its just tht i rather go to school thn stayed at home right?
atleast get to meet up with girlfs is much better(:
and i dont miss studying, fr sure eh! ;D

hahaha, so today woke up at 10am.
hmmm, woke up early due to tht pmpn ciner, haha
i mean Atika(:
told cha tht i need to accompany her to Bugis,
so i did,
i was late, as usual laaa(:
but only half an hour eh, ahahah!
oh yea,
in th mrning went online fr awhile,
because , i saw Phy online.
thts why i online, heee(:
miss her lor,
& yea, tht'll be another date with her bfore school reopens,
yeeeaaaah~
cant wait cant wait, tsk! ;DD

so after i accompany Atika to Bugis,
she did her shopping thr,
thn after its all done,
we head back home, trained home,
and reached homeat exact 4pm(:
thn i shower, changed, thn went to have my nap!
heeee, i was sick,
whatsmore i can do right?
so i cuddled myself with blanky, hugging tweety bird with me too(:
heee, i know im chidish -_-"
but so what?
everyone have their own 'things' to bring it along with thm to dreamland rigth? (:
tweety is better thn bantal bucuk eh! :D
hahah!
hmmm, thn i woke up around 7pm,
just in time fr dinner,
i ate dinner sambil nengok criter at Suria,Cinta(:
nice movie, romantic much!
thn around 10.30pm,
watched Bohsia at Sensasi!
hahahah, i laught thru out th movie,
dont ask why,
only Lin knows, tsk! (:
ssshhh!
stoppit eh with th dohh,
irrits much .

hmmmm, so tmr plan is to go out with family, and tagging along with us is my uncle and aunt(:
wanna go Tampines Mall,watched movie!
thn maybe dinner at Pastamania,
wanna see Naqiah thr(:
hahah,miss her lor .

oh yeaaa, Atika might be otw to Penang now,
tsk. tkcre girlf.
loveya, gonna missya too ):
come back home soon yeaa?
hahaha, paderhal baru otw g Penang, ni daa suroh balek cpat eh?
tsk!

BYEEEE!

2009-12-24T09:42:00.000-08:00

tsk ;D
first of all, i wanna wish Merry Christmas to those who's celebrating it (:
and yeaa, Santa bring me a precious pearl to me this Christmas,
which i could bring it along wimme whenvr i want to,
i dont want th karaat one ah,
th pure crystal one please?
HAHA!
today, my day is BOOORRIIING!
to th max laaa,
didnt went out,stayed at home fr th whole day?
tsk,
i didnt go out due to my flu?

thnks eh flu, psl kau laa aku terperangkap kat umah,
HAHA!
neaah, i just dont wanna spread my 'haaa-chiu' to my friends,
family okay, taq kesah!
HAHAHA, taq eh
but they stay in th same house as me whuat?
so what to do?
daa jangket tuu,berterime kaseh sdh laa,
bersyukor cause i give you all smthing fr Christmas(:
LOL!
alright,wherever i go,
tht spot fr sure there'll be lots lots of wet tissues,
and i actually abondoned it thr?
HAHA, not lazy, but i frget to throw it away.
but i did, at th end of th day thn i'll pick up every crumpled wet tisseues all over th house floor,
heeee ;DD
my saket makin trok lor, D:
but i aint eating any medicine,
thnks fr th cncern people,
but sry,
i wont eat any medicine till smone frce me to , or if they have to?
they have to feed me thn, hahahah!
im stubborn, i know? -_-"
but im lazy to eat any medicine,
i wanna get well,
but being sick smtimes is kinda good y'know?
i mean like you get to be pampered by your parents whenver you're sick right?
so today im free of doing any household chores, cause im sick?
i dont get any nagging from mummy and daddy, cause im sick?
HAHA ;D
best eh klau ari2 mcm gini (:
but th bad thing about getting sick was,
in th late evening my uncle and aunty came to my house,
bringing along Qarin Qashri with thm,
and guess what?
thnks eh flu, due to you i cant bbysit Qarin lor,
i cant hold him, i cant carry him, i cant kiss him, i cant smell him, i cant bite him!
tsk, everything a no no?
wahpiaang eh!
mampos ah gini,waste trip jek Qarin dtng klau taq dpt ciuman aku?
HAHAHA! (:

hmmmm, today stuck at home?
so watched movies lor,
at first, we watched Jin Notti?
thn followed by Papadom?
wohkay, these two movies is hilarious,
you guys should watch alright? (:
thn went online around 12plus i guess?
otp with Lin, thn chit chat till 1.30am?
tsk .
tmr th plan is to go Bugis again,
this tym around,
is to accompany Atika lor,
help her do last min shopping?
you ah!
tsk3,
and to this dear girlf, bbe!
have a safe journey to and fro alright?
have fun when you're in Penang okay?
taq mo lupekan Juliani kat sini yerr? ;D
beli oleh2 tok saye taw, hahaahha!
sayang awak (:
and serious shit, i gonna miss you like hell ;D
txt me when you're arrived in S'pore wohkey?
hahaha, who am i to be th first to infrom when you're in S'pore eh?
hahahah,tkcre love(:

and to Naqiah. tsk
sry eh?
cause i just realised, whenver we try to make and outing together,
to go shopping or what slalu taq menjadi?
heee, sry bbe.
i thougth my pay is in alrdy, but turn out blom lor,
but i'll sure go out with you one day wohkay? (:
and to you too, have a safe journey to and fro k?
have fun when you're in KL,
taqmo nakal-nakal eh?
HAHAHA!
gonna miss you too dear.
oh yea, oleh2 fr me too k?
HAHAHA, taq taw maluu eh?
i ask everyone fr oleh2.
LOL! ;D

wohkay, done updating laaa.
gotta get sm rest,
tmr cannot be late lor,
later Puan Atika mrh, hahahah!
grumpy old lady!
oops,
typo error.
what i meant was,
grumpy old CINER!
HAHAHAA!
i love my sepet girlf(:

time check : 2.04am!
dont feel like sleeping yet laaa.
daaa~
oh yeaaa, i so wanna watch Alvin and The Chipmunks 2 !
please please? ;DD

2009-12-23T11:06:00.000-08:00

true much ;D
laugh,live,love!
laugh as much as you want,
live to th fullest,
love those who's worth it
do all these while you still can humans.
it's alright,it's okay to be sad sometimes,
but dont make it a habit to drag and dwell over it again and again,
cause if you realised you would just waste your fcuking life time,
no one says, and no one is stopping you to cry,
cry when you're sad, cry when you're happy,
cry whenever you want,
no one's stopping,
tears are basically th words th heart can't express,
so cry out loud and be relieved after tht,
cause after crying you will surely feel th feeling of relieved in you,
cause crying wrks fr me,
i cry when im happy,
i cry when im hurt,
i cry when im irritate,
i cry when im sad,
i cry when im dissappointed,
but no vocabulary in any dictionary could express how i feel inside,
eventhough crying helps fr me,
but th feeling is still thr,
tsk!
but heck care, just cry when you want to,
dont hold it inside,
cause you'll suffer much more thn you'll ever think,
be happy,
life is fcuking too short too be sad people,
so be upset fr seconds,
thn cheer up,
cause you your ownself knows tht things has happened,
once done, no turning back,
thts it,
moved on!
there's so much more happy things tht still awaits fr your presence out thr,
insyallah, everything will be alright.

tsk,
fr th post up thr,
i dedicate to whoever who bothers to read laaa eh?
HAHA (:
cheer up people, dont be too sad over things.
its alright to be sad,
but not too much,
just be glad tht whatever happens has happened,
cause they'll sure be hikmah pe? (:
insyalllah!

alright,
today my day i woke up at 5am?

tsk,
smthing caught up.
so yeaa half of my day was taken lor,
thnks eh 'abg' ? ;D
hahahah!
pandai2 laa krng pikir abng maner satu, tsk!
happy thinking :DD
hmmmm,
i guess i love today?
heee,i want it to be this way frver can?
its much better .

alright, thn in th late evening,
headed to Compass Point to meet with girlf,
HAHA, Suhaidah laa(:
oh yeaa, Nad was thr too,
we headed to Banquet to have their early dinner thr?
but i didnt eat,
due to my non-stop sneezing?
tsk,
pathetic much laaa D;
hahah,
but i guess i got to bare with it huh?
hmmmm,
thn we headed to Bugis after their dinner,
wah,
baju lawa2 laaa,
jealous y'know whnever Su took out her money to buy new clothes?
tsk!
kuang asam tuu bdk pmpn,
daa taw aku tngh jealous lagi bleh ckp,
'Juliani Juliani! Baju ni lawa, ah ni lawa, ni pon lawa'
tooot you!
:D
HAHAHAHA
thnks eh Su?
haha,
seriosuly thnks fr th bugis trip alright?
had fun with you just now,goodluck with your anniversary bbe,
(:

thn MRT-ed home alone?
wahpiaang eh,
tsk!
from bugis to outram park, thn to Buangkok(:
walked home,shower,ter-slept at living room?
thn wake up around 12am?
and now,
time check :3.32am
im here updating(:
gawsh,
when i woke up just now,
damn it, my flu got worst?
sorethroat,sneezing here and thr,
hahaha, lets just say i my 'haaa-chiu' today was loud?
HAHA, i wake everyone up!
tsk, sry?
heeeee~
irritate much,
but what to do?
Tuhan daa naq bagi kiter saket?
kiter terime jek(:
sabar .

alright, im done.
tmr ?
hmmmm, i aint sure if there's any plan yet?
im everyday free,
hahah!
taq eh,
i got household chores to do, thn watch tvee,thn eat.
hahah, lame!
gawsh,
people, if you're kind enough,
pray tht i'll get my pay tmr can?
pleasee, and thnkq? :D
hahah,
serious shit,
i got alot of things to buy whn i get my pay,
quick quick! (:

done, tkcre

2009-12-22T08:21:00.000-08:00

true true true, ;D
i aint longer making any stops fr my life now,
i mean,
life has to move on right?
guess, moving on is th best solution here.
i aint sure if i've moved on or not?
cause in a second i could frget everything, if tht is what i pray fr everyday.
but in a split second all th memoris could just come by in a snap!
tsk, sucks much! D':
i hate when those moments come by,
cause w/o knowing, i could actually just sit in a room and start crying?
hahk, rabaaak pe? tsk!
wahpiaang eh,
i could get swollen eyes y'know?
urgh, trying to control is th best,
but smtimes, i cant,
i really cant take it anymore,
you know th feelings of missing smone could come anytime and anywhere it wants,
and it sucks much,
cause even if im having my shower,
i could even rmbr tht pantat you know?!
tsk, pathetic much ! -_-"
mandi pon ingat si pantat tuu, bros gig pon ingat si pantat tuu,
tngh uat business pon ingat si pantat tuu!
haha,taq eh!
but really,
i was showering just now in th mrning,
thn in a sudden tht pantat's name came into my mind?

thn i was like ' what? wth? why tht pantat siaa?'
hahah!
naq mandi pon taq aman!
but nvm!
frget it!
i must moved on,
but i'll stil wait fr tht pantat,
moving on doesnt mean tht im frgetting tht pantat right?
im just used to nt being around or with him,
but im still waiting, tah eh?

HAHA!

alright, today went to ktv again? at Grandlink lor
hahah,
taq habes2 eh?
Tsk, Atika lor!
wanna go ktv sngt sngt bfore she heads off to Penang?
HAHA, takot rindu ah?
hmmm, so after ktv, th plan was actually naq g bugis?
beh daa mlm sngt kot?
so taq jdy lor,
thn instead we head to Century Mall,

eat thr, thn jln jln jap at Tampines Mall bfore heading home(:
bus-ed home, reached homiy around 9+ i guess?
cant rmbr, taq amek kesah pon?
HAHA (:
oh yea, we ktv-ed at th new room!
haha,at first we were th only group thr?
but thn slowly daa ramai orng,
haah!
kecoh pe tady? ;D
gerek gerek, lets do it one more time kay Atika? *wink*
LOL!

wohkay.done updating about today,
and yeah,
HAPPY 41TH BIRTHDAY DADDY ;D
WE ALL LOVE YOU PAA!
MAY YOU'RE BLESSED ALWAYS,TKCRE!
& THNKS FR ALL YOUR SACRIFICES ALL THESE WHILE DAD!
WE LOVE YOU, ALTHOUGH WE SELDOM SAY ILOVEYOU TO YOU?
HAHAHAHA!

alright, as if my daddy would bother to look fr my blog and read this eh?
hahahah ;D
whatevr, im done(:

2009-12-20T10:54:00.000-08:00

wohkay,basically i've been cuddling myself with blanky fr th whole day?
tsk,
its freezing here,
guess th weather was bad fr today huh?
th sky stays dark blue and cloudy fr th whole evening till nights fall,
gawsh,
my day was boriiiiiinnnngg !
you guys should know how boring you could be staying at home fr th whole freaking day?
and having no plans and aim fr th day?
tsk,pathetic much! -_-"
my Sat and Sun was freaking bored!
i stayed at home for two freaking days?
WTH?
i could have gone out, and breathe in th fresh air out thr, rather thn being stuck inside here?
but i insisted not to?
i guess i just wanna be good girl huh?
HAHA, dream on (:
fr th two days,
i've been helping mummy doing household chores,
its kinda fun doing it,when you actually have NOTHING to do except watching tvee, surf th net and staring at your hp waiting fr your dearest favourite creature to text or even call you up?
hahk!
alright,
let me give you a sneak peak of how my day was fr Sat and Sun,
basically fr th two days,
i've been on Msn, youtube-ing?
feeding th hamster? ;D
watching tvee?
watching movies?
hahah,
i've watched movies tht i had actually watched bfore?
tsk, now you guys cn feel how bored i was at home? -_-"
first,
i watched Alvin and The Chipmunks, th part one
thn followed by kung fu dunk?
whatever th title was?
thn followed by ghost movies, momok th movie?
alright, tht movie is sure scary,
but its hilarious,
it has its little part thr which is funny, i laugh out loud thru out th movie? ^_^
thn followed by Transformer part 1,
thn followed by another malay ghost movie,
idk whats th title?
dont bother,
thn lastly,
watched Main-Main Cinta,
a romantic malay movie?(:
superb romantic, i love watching tht movie,
it just reminds me th times way back thn? D:
hmmmm, thn went online again in Msn,
thr, im here updating now?
time check laaa : 3.24am?

so fr tmr, i guess th plan was to just sent th form to my school's office,
thn where im heading next?
idk, seriously i dont? -_-"
if no plan, thn i go home lor,
cause i dont feel like going out when there's no cash wimme,
hahah!
cant wait fr Tuesday and Wednesday,
outings with my favourite bbes :DD

& yea,
Atika told me to listen to this song,
Stupid in Love, by Rihanna,
alright, she's right,
th lyrics are so meaningful ;D
she said this song suits my situation?
hmmmm, might be true(:
wohkey, done!

daaaa earthlings :D

2009-12-18T21:01:00.002-08:00

Alhamdullilah :DD
i made it earthlings,
i got promoted to sec 5 y'know (:
HAHA,
im happy tht my family are proud of me,
im glad tht he's happy with my successful results ! :D
Congrats to those who made it to sec 5!
& to those who didnt, dont give up studying.
studying is way way way much much important than you think alright?
once you give up studying, thts it you give up life!
you need education to succeed in life, (:
maybe your future will be much brighter in ITE?
perhaps,who'll knows?
i'll pray you friends succeed much better in future alright?
dont forget us in SSS !
heeee :D

but i guess, with th new environment, with th new atmoshpere,
new surroundings,
new bunch of friends,
tsk,
its hard to judge now,
people change right?
so yea,
idk?
he may change by thn,
she may change by thn
you may change by thn?
leave it to fate, i guess?

&to Suhaidah, please girlf,
think twice alright?
infact, to be precise,
think a zillion times bfore heading to ITE can?
please?
im afraid you cnt bare with th new atmoshpere thr,
trust me, with new things all around you,
its hard to get used to it in a couple of days, even months?
perhaps you should think of staying at SSS?
you got your girlfs around you here bbe,
you got me, you got Nad, you got Lin?
you got alot of your friends here,
we could guide you thru out th year,
remember,you shouldnt give up life,
once you give up trying,
might as well die,
tsk, tht was once Phy said to me?
i rmbr tht :D
k Su?
but perhaps,
if you think tht you cnt make it to sec 5,
thn you should thn go to ITE,
maybe your future lits brighter thr?
who knows kann? :D
but we girls are always here fr you okay? (:

& im kinda happy tht Atikah insist to stay on sec 5? (:
im happy fr her,
infact im happy fr everyone,
just pray hard tht she didnt change her mind into going to ITE?
tsk -_-"
life would be boring thn w/o hearing her atrocious laughter?
HAHA :D

going to sec 5 is still a choice fr me?
i aint sure,
im just afraid,
afraid tht i couldnt catch up on th pace?
many said tht Ns is a huge,enormously huge gap btwn Os,
tht means i would need to put ample time and ample of effort in order to make it to Os?
tsk,
seriously,
i aint sure now?
but suffer a year?
thn be happy fr th rest of my life time?
i guess tht is much better right?
urgh, idk laaaa!
:(

hmmmmm,
i just hope i could r'cvd another piece of good news ltr on in th late evening?
oh please?
i really wanna go!
if im allowed to go,
i'll be packing soon thn?
tsk,
byebye earthlings!
:D

2009-12-17T00:03:00.000-08:00

hello ;D
alright,im heading to Granny's crib later on in th late evening
th aim to go there was?
see tht cute baby above?
HAHA
go there to see him laaaa (:
hahk, as well as my Grandma too!
feel like staying fr th night there,
but i just remember tht tmr will be th N level results?
gaaaawshh! D:
i'll freak out fr sure if th time pass by tht fast..
y'know what?
i just realised tht today was Thursday?

pfft, i was so confident of myself tht today was Wednesday,
so there will be a day fr me to think what will happened after th results is out,
but when i take a look at my hp's calendar,
damn it, today was actually Thursday?
tsk!
time really flies huh?
way back thn when i was busy applying fr jobs,
i said that ' Woah,still 2 more months to go, to re-opening school? tsk'
thn a month ago i said this 'Wah, few more weeks to go to Ns results'
thn a few mins ago i said this 'Walao,few hours to go till Ns results? tsktsktsk!'
hahahahahah !

hmmmmm, ystdy was spent on ktv at Grandlink
with Naqiah, her friend. and Atika(:
spending my day with Atika is superb fun,
idk why, but i really love to spent time with her,
she's opened,
like seriously you can talk everything with her,
gerek laaa, and she's funny!
hahah (:

hmmmm. and Atika,
sry today our plans taq jadi?
tsk,
i woke up almost nearing to 1pm?
pathetic much , i know? -_-"
hahah,
if my Granny was here,
she'll sure say,
'aper nii anak dare tido sampai awal ptng?'
HAHA!
nag nag nag nag
;D
but i still love her!

alright, i've been sleeping late lately,
as in pretty much early in th mrning?
i would only feel sleepy when th clock strickes btwen 5.30am or 6am?
tsk!

done done done done!
daaaaa!

2009-12-15T06:06:00.000-08:00

hello :D
sry fr nt updating fr th past few days?
been busy!
haha,
neah, i aint busy
its just tht i was wrking on Sat and Sun,
thn on Monday,
went to Lin's crib,
stay fr th night there (:
hahaha, th night there was fun!
we chit chatted till mrning,
thn she fell asleep?

leaving me all alone?

tsk!
pathetic much,
cause she knows tht i cnt sleep till its atleast 4am,
but still she insisted to go to bed?
pfft!
daa laa bilek dier warne oren, tutop lampu jek tros gelap naq mampos!
seraaaam doh, ahah!
in th end i cuddled my tweety soft toy tht i bring it along to her house?

haha, thn fell asleep around 3am?
woke up around 11pm?
tsk,
was supposed to be at home by 8am?
but i woke up at 11pm?

HAHA,
everything went chaotic thn (:
whatever, i had fun! ;D
lets do it one more time okay Lin?
HAHA!

okay, tmr no plan?
i dont feel like staying home,
but either do i feel like going out,
cause i have no cash wimme!
my pay postpone to th end of th month?
pathetic much siaaaa! D:
whatever,
im so gonna keep tht pay till next year,
i'll mix it up with my Scholarship,
if im nt wrong,
i get to keep around $1000 plus !
oh great! :DD
HAHA,
seriously i cant wait fr 2010,
cause a brand new year,
a brand new aim fr me,
im so gonna leave th past,
as soon as i step into 2010, insyallah(:

tsk,
fr now without money,
you cant go out,
you cant buy this,
you cant buy tht,
everything is a No No?
tsk!
pathetic much,
but wait,
'N' level results is coming out soon,
this Friday if i aint wrong,
im so gonna pray pray hard tht everyones gonna make it to sec5?
please? ameen(:

& to Phy,
im sry if i was harsh,
i mean my wrds to you?
i was wrried fr you,
its just tht i dont wanna see you in tht kind of state again,
you know its hurtful,
i just dont wanna see you bare-ing all those emptyness,
but its your choice,
i've no rights dear,
but just to let you know,
im here always praying fr your happyness love(:
beep beep me if you need smone okay?
Ly as much!

okay, im done updating
wanna watch tveee!
daaaaa~

2009-12-11T08:54:00.000-08:00

hello(:
these are th pictures of my sepupu(:
HAHA!
i just find it freaking CUTE :D
and his parents are an idiot!
how dare they treated him like tht,
anyway his name is Qarin Qashri,
nice right?
heee!

okay,im done updating
sry fr th short post
its just tht nothing much happened today?

so nothing to blog about?
tsk -_-"
anyway,i miss him?
as in totally totally freaking missing him like hell,
and i just realised tht,
wheneve i kept thinking bout him,
i would always be kind of clumsy?
idk laaa!
random laaa!
forget it.

done done done !

''sometimes you just need to realise that you can't have it all and you can't fix every mistake you made. You need to move on and try to be happy, even if it's the hardest thing you'll ever do''

i just find tht quotes so meningful D':

2009-12-10T09:19:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
okay,fr now im soooo gonna watch Alvin and The Chipmunks 2,
gawsh i know its still kind of a lil bit early to talk bout this,
but i just cant wait!
and to you,i hope you could make it? ):
24 December,come quick! ;D

uhmmm,time check okay?
1.23am
ahaha, 1 2 3?
tsk -_-"
work was okay today,was starting to get busy as th night comes,
so i gotta work extra hard? (:
i really really cant wait for my pay!
HAHAH :D
currently on msn, chatting with Izyani,Khyla and Nad,
these three ladies are fun to chat with (:
tsk,
damn im bored!
feel like txting smone,
but idk who?
hmmmmm,
lets make th post fr today short can?
cause nothing much happened fr today?
except i met up with mr.R during my lunch break?
thn nothing much happened .
tsk,
oh yea
mr.R goodluck okay?
best of luck(:
i'll pray fr your success?
LOL
:D

BYE!

2009-12-09T10:03:00.000-08:00

uhh,time check laa okay?
2.04am
not asleep yet,like i say
im having insomnia!
it sucks much,going to th doctor soon i guess?

wanna ask for sleeping pills,
i cnt take it if my every night is spent on computer screen?

lamer lamer bleh jadi potek sey! :D
hahk!
alright,today was fun!
went out with my family,to Tampiness Mall?
tsk! -_-"
i thought we were going Orchard?

pfft!
i really wanna go Orchard, i wanna do some shopping there!
fine,i'll wait fr my pay
thn i'll ask my favourite bbes out,a day at Orchard okay?
HAHA!
hmmmm.so ystrdy mrning,
lpaking session with Phy was fun!
i finally let out my feelings to her?
im sry,its nt im being choosy,
but i really prefer to let out my feelings to th elder ones?
i mean th kakak kakak?
they sure experience mre kann?
so yea,th whole mrning we chit chat and laugh about certain things tht happened in life(:
Phy,lets make a date smore can?
hahk! :D

so came back around 7am,
fell asleep and woke up around 1.30pm?

pathetic much,
but idc!
HAHA!
after waking up i get ready to go out again with family,
and atlast we eat PIZZA HUT!
i've been wanting to eat Pizza since last month? -_-"
tsk!
after dinner,we headed to Time Zone! (:
gawsh,my mother spent over $40 at Time Zone?
hahahaha
i know, crazy siaaa my parents!
might as well use tht money to buy me a new pair of cntct lenses right?
rather thn spending it on scooping sweets?
tsk!
but whatever it is,i still loooove thm ;D
so took a cab home,reached home around 11 plus(:
thn i went online!
saw him,OMG
y'know what?
everytime i chat with you now,my heart will always be pumping very hard,
im nervous i guess?
tsk,its only fr you i experienced it,
weird kann? :(

oh yea,
after i woke up in th early afternoon,
there's this incident tht happened in my house,
thinking about this funny incident makes me and my family laugh through out th whole day(:
*kpom!*
smthing fell of while i was opening th kitchen's drawer
me : oh mak kau lipas!
mama : aper jek adeq ni!
me : terjekot sey adeq,mati2 ingatkn lipas
mama : tuu botol air kakak tuu
me : siakk uh,bongok siaa,siaper sia letk sini? bongok sak!
mama : mama laaa!
me : huh? mama? hahahahahaahahah! (continue on and on,until now?)

tsk,funny!
i call my own mother bongok?
tsk,
it was nt my fault okay?
idk what?
LOL!
alrdight,im done :D
gotta get some rest,tmr will be a busy day for me? :(
tkcre

2009-12-08T07:20:00.000-08:00

okay,hello!
time check: 11.22pm
getting ready soon,
wanna meet Phy(:
haha.lepaking session?
LOL!
so in th end we decided to slack at her house?
okay,i hope i aint disturbing anyone? -_-"
currently still on msn?
chatting with anak Suhaimi(:
everyone,she's got her pay!
since she doesnt know what to spend on,so tell her to treat you guys okay?

pfft! ;D
hmmmmm, today working hours was like okay?
i gotta see lots lots of cute babies and kids,im loving it ;D
oh yea, tmr is my off day?

yeahnesss~
:DD
okay,whatever?
tmr outing is with family(:
best best!
HAHA!
mummy,tmr first thing to do is to get me a new pair of cntct lenses can?
tsk,i lost my lenses while working just now,
i didnt lost it actually,
i just realised tht i was wearing a torn lenses?
pathetic! -_-"
thn atlast,decided to wear spec to work?
tsk!
uhmmm, im done updating
gotta get ready(:
be back by 6am!
HAHA! :D
good girls gone bad huh?
tsk,whatever!
as if anyone care?!
BYE

2009-12-07T09:16:00.000-08:00

okay,to tht lady up thr
sorry?
im sry fr postpone-ing our date to watch New Moon,
insyallah by next week okay bbe?
uhmm,most probably on Wednesday alright?
cause i aint sure when's th results for Ns is coming out,
its either on th 15th or 16th or 17th or 18th?
tah laaaa
idk?
-_-"
im nervous like hell okay?
urgh,dont get th results now can?
wait till th end of th month can?
cause im nt ready?
i dont wanna experience or see anyone crying infront of me!
please?!
tsk
okay,today my day is booooooring! -_-''
working hours were like so long?
fr now, i really can't wait till 13 Dec,
quick quick! (:
after i got my pay,
woahh!
actually i already set up a list of what to do after i got my pay? -_-''
first,shoppinnng! :DD
thn,treating my family to movies and dinner together(:
thn, treating friends!
thn treating myself with lots and lots of new clothes and branded things?!
HAHAHAH!
wohkay,im overboard!
LOL!
whaaatever,i dont care.
as long im happy,
fr now,im just doing things tht makes me happy,
going out with smone tht makes me happy!

Phy, cnt wait tmr night?
hahk,lots lots of stories to tell huh? (:
lets get crazy tmr!
LOL,meet you soon after wrk!
can't wait,seriously!
excited gtu kann naq lpk ngan Phy?
alaaaa,tht pretty girl live at flat? -_-"
k,crap!

uhmmm.tmr wrking,
as usual from 1pm to 10pm?
TIRED!
tsk,money nyer pasal.
anything pon boleh!
okay,english mraaapek! :D
currently chatting with Atikah Suhaimi?
tht tall lady,i miss her! D:
eventhough i didnt really confess to her thru msn?
but now at my blog, i admit
i miss you?
you must be awwww-ing now?
hahaah! (:

im just looking forward fr a brand new day,
i hope tmr will be better thn today?
atleast much brighter(:
looking so forward to next week!
cause next week is going to be happening,
with th N level results out,
with my outings with my favourite bbes(:
with my outing with Phy? tah eyh?
haha!

& to mr R,relax okay?
i know you're suffering there,
cry all you want,cry as much as you want,
knock your head onto th walls if you want,
but life has to move on kann?
im learning tht now,and trying it out too.
it aint easy,but you'll get hold of it sooner or later,
Phy say it takes her atleast 2 years to forget everything.
so i estimated tht i'll take tht amount of time thn to frget him?
who know's it'll be longer?
tsk?
mr R,takes time okay?
okay wait, idk why i advice you sedangkan i my ownself here suffering?
LOL
i guess i dont wanna see you in my situation?
i pity you,tht's why im trying my best to console you,
i hope you'll do fine in future(:
thumbs up okay?
anything beep beep me taw!

time check: 1.50am?
tsk
im done!

2009-12-06T19:22:00.000-08:00

i listened to this song fr th whole mrning,
i just dedicate this song to you,
i'll sure sing it fr you,if only you request fr it..
i cry,while listening to this song
it just holds up a lot memories,
and time check: 11.25am,
its Monday mrning,
i'll have wrk at 12noon,
and im here still updating?
pfft,heck cr!
i dont even feel like going to wrk,
i guess i'll take a off day tmr,
i just wanna spent th whole day with my favourite bbes!
i wanna forget everything,
oh God,help me in going thru all these D':
i'll tear up those pics!
i'll wash those memories down in th drain!
i wish i have th guts to do all those!
)':
i deleted th previous post,
cause i just feel it aint important to tell out to everyone how i feel,
cause you guys would just waste 3 mins of your life time reading my shits!
i guess all my friends were right,
i really do need to move on,
but im scared,
after moving on,
i don't have anything to keep on clinging on,
i dont have nowhere to go,
its just endless road,no aim.
and for tht note up thr,
if you're reading it,thn thts good,
but i guess i have nothing left to chase fr,
its over.
im moving on
and thnks to th tears ystrdy,
my eyes are totally swollen!
urgh!
gotta get to wrk now!
bye

2009-12-04T08:09:00.000-08:00

okay,to tht lady up thr
Naqiah,be strong dear
i know your must be overwhelmed with sadness,
but smtimes,things are meant to be like tht,
it has been written by Him
going thru life are difficult,its nvr easy dear,
i just hope you could bare a lil more,
cause im very very sure tht whatever happens for a reasons,
insyallah ader hikmah diesebalek aper yg terjadi,
trust me,
everything is going to be fine,
you have to be strong,and face every challenges in life with patience and sincerity..
i know,i know it aint easy,
bt Allah wont give challenges to His people,
tertutama melampaui batas mereka..
you sabar kay?
your friends are all here for you!
i hope you're doing fine,and take things slowly..
i know you need time to heal,
maybe everything happened in split second,
so you might be shocked of th news,
take time kay bbe?
we're all here for you(:

& to F, we hope you redha kay?
accept everything with sincerity,
be strong alright?
your friends and us will be there for you..
and salam takziah.

th starting of th day was already sucks,
Naqiah call me in th morning,
she was sobbing,
seriously, i was sleepy tht moment,
but my guts just tell me to pick it up,
cause i was wondering why would she call me in th mrning unless its important right?
so i did,
hearing tht news,actully makes me cry,
people,do cherish every moment with your love ones,
as much as possible,
before everything is too late?
i just cant imagine how my friends are feeling right now?
they must be totally depressed,
but life has to move on friends,
cheer up,cause in every circumstances,there's always consequences,
i mean hikmah,
just pray to Allah,
and im sure everything is going to be alright,
ameen(:

thought of not going to wrk after hearing tht news,
y'know whuuat?
i just wanna accompany Naqiah tht very moment,
she must be totally upset,
but i tried to cntct her,
too bad she didnt reply,
so atlast i went to wrk,
everything sucks!
i just cant stop worrying bout Naqiah fr th whole day?
i was clumsy while wrking?
idk laaa,
i hate today?
just cant wait fr any happiness to occure in my life?
LOL

alright,
time check : 12.30am
i must be asleep now?
cause im wrking for 12hours tmr?
10am to 10pm?
damn it,i had to wrk overtime?
tsk,nvm!
tkcre people

2009-12-02T09:25:00.000-08:00

alright,currently im missing tht lil girl up thr? ):
her name is Nur Irlyana,
sedap kann namer dier? :D
but people call her Yana?
hahk,
i miss her mummy,
i miss joking around with her family,
but most of all,
i miss her 2nd brother? D':
oh nvm,

& currently,otp with Lin?
haahaahah,idk how many hours were we otp?
LOL
im multi tasking actually?
otp,chatting,and msging(:
currently chatting with Nur Atikah Suhaimi?
hahah(:
she kept on making me jealous of her job!
damn yoo!
hmph!
& i guess im starting to like my job?
thnks to th kids tht surrounded me (:
HAHA,
but like everyone say,
every job is tiring,
i gotta know my colleagues,
they're all okay,
superb friendly! :D
however th trouble wimme is,
i still cant figure out whose name belongs to who?
LOL!
they're name are like so weird?
i mean,jarang dngr?
hahk,
and today was like my 2nd day of work,
and im working until 13 december only!

yeahness~
cant wait for my payday?

LOL
paderhal baru jek start keje?

HAHA(:

gawsh,i shed tears just now,
wanna know why?
since i was talking otp with Lin,
her twins sister,the younger one
HAFSHAH,was like crying out for me?
awwwwwww(:
how sweet was tht?
seriously i feel so touched,
she was crying otp calling fr me to come to Lin's house and sleep with her?
& again,
awwwwwwwwwwww :D
she's adorable,and sweeet!
& now,i miss her
hahah(:
& she say love you,awww!
wohkay,stoppit eyh!

AHHA!

and tmr during work,
Lin and her ehem,
coming down to my wrkplace to have lunch with me,
they're accompanying me(:
heeeeeeeeeeee~
cant wait?
hahk.

gawsh,im done.
tired!
time check : 2.21am,
and not asleep yet?
pfft,
tkcre people

2009-11-30T08:44:00.000-08:00

alright,i miss going out with my girlfs D':
only HE knows how much i miss them?
wohkay,stop it
i aint being emotional here,
i guess all of us have been very busy with our own lifes huh?
& i'll get myself busy for th next 10 days,working? :D
heee,try finding me in S'pore!
HAHA,
my job is to just replace smone,
thnks to Bao Long (:

uhmm,today not much happened.
went to Lin's crib and slack the whole evening there,
since our plan to go swimming was cancel due to th weather,
so yea,we didnt go anywhere,
pfft!
i wanna go cycling,i wanna go swimming,i wanna go gym! (:
HAHA!
i wanna slim down,im getting chubbier
& i HATE it..
please,bare in mind tht im not being thnkful here,
but i just wanna get fit :D

& to tht girl,
you're such a dissappointment,
i dont bother talking bout you here in my blog,
cause i find it unnessesary?
how to spell tht wrd?
oh nvm,dont bother!
i dont need a person like you in my life okay?
get THIS in your head :DD
such person like you are nothing..
i dont live to please people alright?
so back off,
dont you dare demanding me to do as you wish!
^_^
(uhmm,siaper yang terase tuu,krng nyer psl luh)

im done im done,
tkcre earthlings.

2009-11-29T08:03:00.000-08:00

alright,tht was th pictures for th day ;D
those are th peoples tht we slack together at Pasir Ris beach,
everything was okay,it started to get bored,
so we left,
hahk!
reached home around 9.30pm,
and time check : 12.19am
i aint sleeping late tonight,
i hope so,

smone sing me a lullaby will you?
please,i just wanna have my eyes shut and get my beauty sleep(:
imisshim,
i really really miss him.
i miss him,
i just miss miss miss him,
i am really missing him,
hahk.pathetic!
whatever,
& Atika get me a new name?
BIMBO?
cn smone get me th meaning?
i still cant get it,
i do not know why she called me tht,
but im sure there's a reason to it?
hahk,
tomorrow's outing was like going swimming with Noorlin and her twins(:
hahk,
but for sure i know,i'll end up swimming alone,
and playing water with her twins.
Lin?
she sat down and watch us,i guess?
hahk.cuci mater uh bbe! :D
LOL
uhmm.i just hope Tuesday plan will go on smoothly,
y'know whuat?
i feel like going out with everybody,
HAHA!
i wanna go out with mummy daddy family,
i wanna go out with akak Khyla
i wanna go out with Mama Salinah(:
go out with Yana,again
go out with Naqiah.again again!
go out with Noorlin Nadzirah Suhaidah
go out with Atika again again..
go out with Atikah Suhaimi,when when?
go out with MR, urgh!
when when when when?
when will all these happen? D':
alright,im DONE!
tkcre pantat's!

2009-11-28T12:49:00.000-08:00

H to th E to th L to th L to th O?
heeee~
uhmm,those up there were the pictures taken pass few days.
not all i uploaded,i lazy luh ^_^
hahk
okay,let me try to summarise up what happened,
on Thursday,

went to Granny's crib to help her thr,
with th cutting and cooking for Hari Raya Haji,
and plus plus,i got paid for tht?
hahk,esay money mah,
LOL
& oh,NOORLIN tagged along too.
we didnt get to sleep till like 6am?
non-stop cutting & cooking going on,
it was hilarious during th mrning time,
at 12am,we were like suppose to get a nap for 1 to 2 hours,
and i did,but tht silly lady didnt,
instead tht hours,she used on talking on the phone with Roti?
HAHA!
serves her right to be sleepy while working?
on Friday,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI (:
tht day was awwwesoome! ;D
Granny's crib was full of joy,
thnks to th small cousins?
hahk,
wait,hold on,
tht lil baby up up thr,
his name is QARIN QASHRI?
what a name,hahk!
nak glamour jek name,
HAHA ;D
okay,tht boy made my day?
heee,th whole day i played,sleep,played,sleep with him?
he play,i play,
he sleep,i also sleep luh!
:D
i cnt bare to help at th kitchen anymore,
i was tired? ^_^
thn around 10pm headed off to Tampines,
to my Aunty's house,
we were late,but heck care
we still get to meet up with thm is alrdy good enough(:
on Saturday,
went out with Naqiah & Noorlin ;D
i do not know why,
out of sudden me and Naqiah just want to buy a pair of same sandals,dress and even bangles?
HAHA,
&bbe, you're just extra ordinary i should say?
you're much stronger to go thru this thn me?
i wish i have the guts like you? :(
& we get to watch th 'Dance Explosion' ?
some of th groups were awesome,
& some were kiyoot(:
hey,you guys should go Century Square,there's a Food Court,
which sells Sting Ray BBQ set,at th Ayam Penyet stall!
i do not know why im promoting this,
but i guess it taste nice(:
i do not know was it truely nice or not,
cause i ate it out of hunger?
HAHA! ;D

alright,thts it
im done updating(:
tmr's plan,off to Pasir Ris beach!
hahk,release tension huh?
LOL
going thr with Atika,Umairah & both Asyrafs! ;D
time check time check : 5.38am,
thnks to mummy eyh tht i cnt sleep now,
hahk,kidding!
i was alrdy asleep but thn mummy woke me up,
pfft -_-"
alright,these few days,
i aint eating much,
i hope i lost sm kg? ;D

tkcre earthlings(:

2009-11-25T12:19:00.001-08:00

& to this girl in blue up thr,
weiy,best of luck in your PSLE results alright?
may you pass this time around,sucker! =P
hahk,its your results,
but im th one here seems to be trembling more thn you,
pfft,
dont worry sister,i'll be thr to witness your facial expression?
hahk!
i'll be there for you hunneh! <3

2009-11-25T11:23:00.000-08:00

have been going out with this two darlings here ;D

oik oik! ;D
time check time check ; 3.30am
thnks to Nad tht i woke up from my sleep?
HAHA
uhmm,fell asleep at 12am,
then woke up at 2am calling for Nadzirah's name?
HAHA,guess i've been missing her alot,
like alot alot? :'(
bbe,i wanna meet up with you soon,alright?
i miss talking on the phone at night with you?
should meet up one day,must must!

so today outing was like to WoodLand,
pick Yana up from Woodland cause she wants me to accompany her to the National Library there,
&i came late? one hour late?
pfft -_-"
anyway,Atika and Noorlin tagged along too(:
& mcm dh janji kann gtu,
th three of us wore white colour tops?
HAHA ;D
shop a lil at Causeway Point,thn headed to Pasar Malam thr? (:
& while waiting for bus 161 to appear?
Atika was like spotting people here and there?
hahk,seriously,
with the crowds thr,i do not know how she could spot them?
i mean our NSPS ex-mates?
hahk,thn atlast we decided to went hm together.

wohkay,for now
i MISS like alot of people?
fcuk,i cant get to sleep already,
seriously,i've been having dreams,
and those dreams are like unusual?
if i were to be asleep,
i will for sure wake myself up around 1 to 2 am?
it sucks! :'(
thn i wont fell asleep till 3 to 4am?
urgh!
i just wanna get my eyes shut alright?
&thts it,
if not,my itchy hands here will just kept on opening folders tht i aint suppose to open it,
wait,stop!
dont think tht far,
i mean the memories folders,
&you,just moving yours and ours pictures,
are already hurting me badly,
i tears after moving each picture into the memories folders,
i yet cant resort to th atmosphere without you here,
it just feels awkward,
not having like smone to txt me every 10 min? :'(
i just miss you alot,
you're th only one i want and need,
even if you're out thr with smone else,
i just couldnt see myself wtih another man..
im just a sucker at r'hip,
&you.know this,
i was declared as th most stupid-iest of all human creature to leave you bck thn,
i do not know why,but i guess i had to agree with it?
cause who would sacrifice their time to rest to just sent me bck hm from Woodland to Sengkang,
& thn he would need to return bck to Woodland again?
what type of guy would do tht?
bby,you're just one in a million,
i hope you could find smone better thn me,
perhaps,you deserve smone's better.

im done,i know i cant get my eyes to shut,
but i just wanna lay down on my bed,
and think whats my future's like,
its better tht way,rather thn thinking back bout the past,
time check again : 3.59am
mummy's off to work now,
daaa my,tkcre!
hahk! (:
i need to rest now,
bye!

''i pray every night tht my prayers would be heard,
i pray tht one day,you would come to me,
thn hug me,and say tht,
'nothing is too late in this world'
thn you would kiss my forehead,
and say tht,
"i'll nvr leave you alone,ever again,& iloveyou"

2009-11-24T10:24:00.001-08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY,FARIZA ;D
may you're blessed with everything dear,
tkcre

2009-11-24T10:06:00.000-08:00

time check : 2.07am
its Wednesday morning?
HAHA
talked to this silly girl for 3hours.
tht silly lady is NOORLIN,
pfft,its fun chit chatting with her.
talking craps here and there <3
babe,meet up tmr alright?
lets talk more craps tmr,LOL

so my day was spent at ktv,again
hahk,but this time its with Naqiah,Atika and Izyani(:
those girls are superbly FUN to be with,
trust me,they'll drive you all crazy!
after ktv-ing at Grandlink,me and Atika headed to Century Square for dinner?
hahk,as for th both of thm,
Naqiah,went to work,Izyani,went home?
so left with me and Atika,
uhmm,had our dinner there thn window shop again?

pfft.
and i did not know how come,both of us could meet up with these two idiots,
HAHA!
so in th end,Atika,me and the 2 guys went home.since nthing much to do at there?
hmmm,
reached home around 10.30pm.
wohkay,im not suppose to tell you guys every detail right?
so straight to computer now,
here i am updating(:
thts it,im tired
gotta get some rest,
before my eyebags get to become bigger?
HAAH,
damn it,i cnt get to sleep these few days?
been sleeping late,
will not feel sleepy till 3 to 4 am
fcuk,it sucks!
cause i would be doing nothing,
and wait and wait and wait for my eyes to shut!
pfft,
done,tkcre!

2009-11-23T08:23:00.000-08:00

maybe the second time around is not meant for us,baby :'(
sry,i aint bother to say hi to anyone for now
it hurts me,knowing the unbelievable truth
only those who went out wimme knows.
gawsh,you said it was not the time to be in r'ships,
and all your bullshits that you murmured,
but in the end,what happened?
it turn the other away around again,isn't it?
i know,my guts has this strong feeling tht you ain't true to me anymore.
i know, i know
im no one to you anymore to be true to,right?
this is what you might be thinking now,
but hold on,wait
was it fair?
after those fcuking&stupid promises you made which you know it aint coming true!
damn you!
stop putting on false hopes on me and making me suffer more day by day.
is that your aim in life now huh MR. ?!
is tht what you want?!
was tht one of your wishlist too?
fine,go one with life.
i aint stopping tht.
you know i wanted you to be happy.
maybe you and i doesnt belong together.
if tht was fate i hate to face it,thn i must to!
but with all those goddamn bullshitss you gave me?
huh!
what was all tht?
one kind of a good act i should say?
you know what you said to me before you left.
before knowing tht th girl whom you were talking to was deeply possessed by you.
th girl you were talking to knows her weaknesses,
th girl knows her mistakes,
the girl wants to start a new.
did you ever bother asking tht before leaving?!
NO NO NO NO!
naww,you didnt bother a lil bit to ask.
thn you left,till i myself gotta know by my own,
hearing from people's mouth?
hey,you think its nice to hear something tht you're suppose to know it by thn,
thru others mouth?!
you dont know how i feel,
i was embarrased!
if only i know my fcuking&childish attitude during those times,
we would have not be apart now,
we might have be watching paranormal activity together!
but it was too late.
you said it was too late for everything.
but nothing in this world is too late for anything...
enough, i had enough :'(

today,went to Grandlink
sry babes,i aint singing tht much
it was all due to my stubborn-ness?
if only my hand wasn't itchy enough to touch things here and there,
i would be singing alot by thn,
but mood change when things began to be upside down
sry loves,try again next time alright?
and i did control my emotions just nw,
if not, i would be crying while otw to Grandlink.
my mrning was a big rush!
woke up at 9am,on the computer,
download few songs,thn went to th room,
search for clothes for the very last min,
and atlast i intend to wear sloppy?
HAHA!
so around 12pm i met up with NURIRLYANA at WoodLand,
pick her up,thn we went bck to Sengkang bck,thn take bus to TamPines thn to Grandlink.
gawsh!
we were like in a rush,hahk!
so we ktv-ed untill 6.30pm
so we headed back to TamPines to send Yana back to her mummy.
and atlast i get to meet up with you and hug you tightly.
i feel so warmth to get a hug and kisses from you,
only a Mother knows how its child feels,
HAHA!
okay crap!
whatever,but i wanna go out with mummy and Yana soon alright? ;D
so after tht me, Atika , and Noorlin headed to KFC as fast as we could,
wanna know why?
cause the three of us didnt manage to cover our lunch for the day,
so in th ktv room, our stomach were grumbling like hell,especially Atika
HAHA!
and to tht idiotic jerk tht pop up from nowhere every half an hour at our ktv room,
thnks eyh!
due to you,im going to be laughed at soon @_@
but i admit it,my reaction was funny and stupid in tht video.
haha,
aper orang kater, 'terperanjat berok?'
seriously it was hilarious!
thnks for the day Atika,Noorlin and Yana(:
and also to tht jerk!
so we window shop a lil at TamPines Mall.
Naqiah,cant check out tht sandals you were talking about tht night,
we should go out together and find it.
thn headed home,reached home around 10pm.
after tht what?
landing uh,aper lagi?
HAHA,
i mean i fell into my sleep?
LOL
was too tired i guess?
when i get upset,i fell asleep easily.
pfft!
woke up at 12am,so here im updating my blog (:
for the pictures,will upload soon once i get in online from Atika,
tkcre earthling,
and good earliest morning? ;D

2009-11-22T08:27:00.000-08:00

hello earthling ;D
anyway,HAPPY BITHDAY SISTER ;D
may you're blessed always pantat!
and make sure you pass your PSLE alright?
and you,keep your irritating fcuking attitude alright?
loveyou always <3

anyway,today was okay
nothing much happened except accompany-ing my granny to Geylang market.
went there aroung 2pm,and gawsh,
around tht time,the wet market was still full of people?
damn it,i hate it,seriously?
HAHA @.@
idk why,dont ask
uhmm,so after tht slack at granny's crib
i played around with my baby cousin ;D
he's damn kiyooot!
seriously,whenever i kiss him,he opened his mouth big big and smile after tht(:
how kiyooot can tht be huh? ;D
after tht,we went home.
after tht,im home,otp,on the internet.
and nothing much after tht.
anyway,waiting for tmr(:
going ktv with ATIKA and NOORLIN.
plus plus, YANA,
haha,that girl.
meeting her up tmr,cant wait ;D

wohkay,otp with Naqiah just now
we chit chat and do not know where it lead to?
HAHA,from r'ships, to guys to bangles to bugis to ION ORCHARD! ;D
haha,lets go on a date someday babe!
cant wait dear ^_^

okay,im OUT(:

tkcre people!

2009-11-20T05:30:00.001-08:00

im just falling bit by bit into this song,listen

slept late ystrdy night,at 4am
sorry Naqiah,before i could reply your msges,i fell into my unwanted sleep
everything sucks for yesterday,starting when i reached home.
my hand was accidentally burnt by a hot pot,neahh,i aint elaborating on that.
such dissappointment could oocur eventhough everything seems to be alright
i shout out for your name when my hand was red hot,but you're far,all i know that you're always near to my heart.
i was wrong,then i realised,i was heading to the wrong road
i was travelling on that road too long, :'(
my hand was swollen and shivering.
due to that,i eat with the left hand.
gawsh,i only eat one scoop of rice and then i dont feel like eating anymore.
it sucks,seriously,with your hand injured,you only have one hand to use to do almost everything?
th hurtful part was,you're aint there.
how idiotic i am to still hope for you,for your presence infront of me
smtimes,i just forget that you're no longer there for me.
everything changed since tht night
th house was feel with bad atmosphere
im sorry for calling you,i should have not done tht
i know im no longer anyone in your heart neither your mind,
but i was panic at tht time.
i hope you undrstnd

everything seems to be ugly for me
i dont intend to have all of this
it sucks
i aint coming back home
home doesnt feel like home
pfft,ahhh!
whatever,im heading to Lin's crib later on,
planned to slack there till midnight,
and wanting to be home when everyone is asleep
its better tht way,
im sorry,
the old's me dead and gone

2009-11-19T09:45:00.000-08:00

i was travelling on that road too long,
just trying to find my way back home,
the old's me dead and gone

2009-11-19T02:26:00.000-08:00

weiy ;D

today my day was officially been taken(:
hey you,thanks MR, for the day and everything.
i know it didnt mean anything,but thnks anyway!
you saw me cry just now.
you know why? cause i was reminded of the things we usually did together.
all the memories went pass my mind in split second.
i was trying my super best to control my emotions just now.
if not,it would be worst.
you gave me hope,but i know it was all fake :'(
I know it aint possible to be together anymore,
but it aint wrong to have a new start right?
im okay if we're just friend for the time being.
who knows in the future,we'll be more than friends? ;D
insyallah,ameen(:
i aint hoping,i just wanting to have the best(:
thanks again.
and i hope yoo enjoy the chocolate moose handsome ; i hope yoo like the so call surprise?
heee~
have fun handsome.

so now im home?
slacking? im very very very very very bored...
gawsh,the weather was cold for the whole day.
lucky it was warm during the afternoon,hee!
only HE knows(:
okay,im currently aint doing nothing,except downloading songs.
aarrhh!
im freaking bored luh oi !
pfft,guess whuuuat?
im gonna break a record.
i aint eating anything, i repeat eyh.
i aint eating ANYTHING for the whole day?
heee~
except drinking pure crystal water.
stop,wait~
dont say im on a diet alright?
its just that in the morning i was excited to meet up with smone special.
and then in the afternoon,i forget all about eating.
so for now,time check : 6.47pm
i still have not eaten anything yet?
i hope dinner is not tempting for me?
i do not want to eat for now.
its not about no mood,or whatever sort of reasons.
its just that,im happy.
im superbly jumping for joy inside(:
only HE knows ;D
ssshhh~
and MR,im now starting to be jealous of your new handphone!
hmph,yoo see uh, soon enough,i have one too ;D

thats enough,i wanna help mummy at the kitchen.
cooking time(:
daaa~

2009-11-17T19:04:00.000-08:00

Tags Reply :
From me to,

Phy ; sis,link you up alrdy :D and i miss you more! heee~

Iekaaa ; hello dear :D

Rikkazum ; ^_^

yana ; yes dear,you help me alot too,thnks love. we'll meet up soon aight? ;D

Khyla ; thanks for everything sis,you and abg Raimy did alot of talking and it helps.thnkq lovelies <3

nadz ; weiy bacen,HAHA <3

2009-11-17T10:49:00.000-08:00

helloo peeepearl ;D
time check time check : 2.50am
i aint in bed yet cause i thought of waiting for the leonid meteor?
oh whatever it is,im still waiting for it to appear.
but it seems nothing has happened so far.
eyes aint yet sleepy cause i had my nap in the afternoon just now(:
the weather was super cold,i shivered myself before getting a nap?
hmmm,today had school,i came way late then the expected timing.
HAHA!
i came to school around 5 mins before 9 am,where i supposingly should reach school by 8am?
hahk,who cares!
anyway,for tmr class,i dont feel like attending.
its not that im lazy,its my head that is killing me.
my head is super heavy.
im having headache,body cramps everywhere.
might probably due to some reasons.
anyway,its 3am and i aint in bed yet,so most probably i cnt woke up tmr?
heee~

hmmmm,currently chatting with Atikah love ;D
hey,i wanna meet her!
Atikah,lets meet up soon aye?
and i will still send you off no matter you cry like a baby or not!
HAHA ;D
love,i misses you so much! <3

today at msn,chatted with Rainy.
that boy, pfft!
he sounded so matured to me while chatting thru the msn rooom,
weiy,are you its you?
HAHA,cause i just feel its your brother lurp!
ya know,i know ;D
anyway,LOVE come by itself,no use finding.
hmmm,i hope what you advice on me could be used on you too alright? ;D

ahhhh!
damn it,my head is so heavy now.
i think i need some rest.
tata~

2009-11-16T09:13:00.001-08:00

pheww,an hour and a half spent editing my blog?
damn it!
eventhough it looks done,but i aint happy with it.
i'll edit the whole thing back whenever im feeling bored then ;D

&thanks to akak Salisha for helping me out here and there.
she's been a great help!
thnks sis (:

time check : 1.15am
and i aint in bed yet,why?
lets just say i missed someone badly and due to that i've cried for hours and i cant go to bed with my eyes swollen!
thnks you!
for goodness sake,i know im being stubborn here.
but true love never gives up right? hahk!
true love? like REAL. pfft!
school was okay ystrdy. nothing much to elaborate.
oh yeah,we'll update soon the pictures taken during my outings ;D

its sad though to hear people getting busy and filling all their leisure time with work work work.
cause i've no one to talk to then? :(
however,best of luck to you friends out there with your jobs.
do takecare alright?
these goes to you Naqiah Amira! HAHAHA! ;D
you see,now you're busy,see see, now i cant go ION date with you?
tsk3.
do take part of your resting time and go on a date wimme,okay?
i'll wait dear ;D

i guess without realising,its a month since the last day we met?
i do not know if you know what does the date 16th mean to you,
but to me,it means alot.way alot!
ahhh,forget it.
if i could reframe every single wrongs i did to you,i would
if i could rephrase the hurtful words i said to you,i would
if i could regain your confidence to show you how much i need you,i would
dear someone,i need you and its because i love you.

gawsh,its getting way mushy now.
better stop,before things getting out of hand.
im OUT!
night people ;D

2009-11-15T04:32:00.000-08:00

HELLO creatures!

wohkay. short one i guess?

Thursday :
class outing. it was an okay one.
neither fun nor boring(:
watched 2012. it's great,but kinda hilarious for me?
haha,you guys should watch =D
head to vivo from plaza singapura.
eat with the malay peeps then went to the upper floor to play with water? LOL!
i know i know,it seems to be rather childish to play with water during this kinda age?
but to release stress? NO CHOICE! (:

Friday :
didnt attend school, my head was feeling super heavy.
might be due to too tired or not enough sleep i guess?
having fever during the afternoon.
but manage to recover the next day,lucky(:

Saturday :
stayed home,slacked for the whole day?
watched youtube,surf the net, watched movies
watched tvee,everything i watched.
even watching people jogging along the pathway!
haha,i was damn bored the whole saturday.
i spent my time watching everything that i actually need not need to watch.
i was superb bored,you people can feel me?

Sunday :
which is today?
went compass point to return library book.
then head off to hougang mall with my bacen,Nadzirah =D
wohkay,seriously my whole Sunday afternoon was spent totally on her?
HAHA,but she's fun to hang out with(:
thanks for the day babe!

wohkay,im OUT!

2009-11-11T07:36:00.000-08:00

FCUK UP! who the hell are you to slap me, bitch?!
damn you!

weiy weiy. helloooooo humans!
wohkay. i'll make it a short one?
hmmmm,went to intensive late. the reason?
hahahahh!
i guess i woke up late? LOL(:
wohkay.so class today was okaayyy?
nothing much to elaborate.
almost half of the class did not attend school,
so class was quiet?
text with anak Yusof. and hell who say he's immature?
he's not!
hahk(:

so after school went compass point with naaad =D
we shop like hell just now?
sshhh,nad,you know i know(:
heeeee~
we had fun shopping just now?
mcm kiasu kann gtu,shop for tmr's class outing?
HAHA! so keen you see(:
so after bought the things that we didnt actually NEED,but instead its a WANT!
HAHK!
went banquet to accompany nad to buy dinner for her family.
awww,she's a caring girl(:
so we gossip her and there while on the way home.
ssshh,nad its a promise taw,dont break it =D
so around 5pm we headed home.
reach home,straight to the computer?
online for awhile,then was told to help mummy in the kitchen.
so i did!
im a good girl aint i?(:
i like what happened during helping mummy that moment,
daddy was helpful and sweet.
imagine,old couples talk sweet stuff with each other?
reason was to cool my mummy's heart?
GHAHAHAHH!
they fought like kids you know!
seriously funny!
ilove mummy and daddy <3
so after helping we ate our dinner.
then out of sudden,Noorlin text me.
she want me to accompany her at compass point,so i did(:
got change and met her at compass.
so she did her miny shopping, for tmr?
hahk.

anyway,tmr's is my class outing.
wheeee~
im excited. ahah!
lets see how people dressed up tmr.
and damn it,i have not chose what to wear?
ahhh!
got to go,got to get ready for tmr.
weiy,im lazy to go for intensive tmr, ahhh!
ahhahaha,tkcre!(:

2009-11-09T06:28:00.000-08:00

hello peeeepearl(:
weiy weiy, as you guys know.this is my second blog
what happened to the first?
its dead,leave it alone.
hahk,anyway im kinda stooopid and slow abit?
i mean using blogger luh.
its been months and months i didnt lay my fingertips on blogger,so yeah?
hang on there with me kay?

wohkay wohkay.
hmmmm,been busy with intensive classes lately.
gawsh,class has been drag for four more days?
ahhh! hang on there Juliani,hang on there(:
so classes everyday was like from 8am to 1pm?
today,after school slacked at Noorlin's house till 9pm.
hhahaahhaah, let me count, hold on . . . . . "-infront of computer screen,rolling my eyeball and counting and counting and counting"
hmmmmmmmmm.
so it's been 8 hours slacking at her house?
hahk?
hmmm,quite long actually =D
actually 4 hours i was sleeping plus plus playing with her two adorable lil twins(:
and also her neighbour's baby,she was babysitting actually.
and i declared that baby boy named ZAKIY as mine,officially mine(:
hahahahah(:
he's kiyooot!
wohkay.every baby is kiyooot to me!
so for the other hours. we were doing our homework and chit chatting all the way?(:
&MR. you made me go wheeeee~ today(:
thankq(:

till here okay?
we'll update more later on.
i'll sure update about saturday's outing kay lin?
hahahah(:
toodles~

thank God,my prayers has been a quarter fulfilled(: